i miss my all friends

this morning i woke up n took my phone...den i started pressed my phone....

hmmm....

in my photo album...

i saw all the smiling faces in the album

i really really missed them..

when we gonna meet again?

are we ganna b friend forever??

who knows.....

yeah..

i miss them damn much..

when i'm in form 4 n 5..

all my ex-classmates..

like ria, hafiz, thimah nachia, timah salleh, min chia, thilakam, farah.z , n sooooooo many of them..

haiz..when we ganna meet again? they all going anywhere in this earth..hmm...

remembered that before facing the spm exam..

all of us crazy taking photos..

haha...two classes..5A n 5sn

FRIENDS FOREVER!!!!

yesterday ria ajak me out to rawang..but..

i rejected her..coz...i still got paper haven't finish..arggh!!

nevermind..juz wait when holiday..gantti balik..keke

n next..

NS 3 months life..

hooo...i saw back the photos when we were in the kantin..

hahaha..cute faces..

elynn,mei yi,des,bernard,joshua,cherly,oun,chai shin,aaron.....

miss the moment very much..

sunday's family day..huhuu...

wearing celoring,baju sukan..haha..

laugh together

cry together

n....love each other...

can we meet again huh?

really...

susah to meet..==

miss them!!

HaPpY!!!

bought new phone dy luuuuu~~

my new member...its u~

sony ericson c905

ok la...its quite big..

but hor..

i love it!!

b4 tat thought tat wanna buy LG lolipop.. 

but got many halangan..

so din buy it..

lolipop..

not i dun like u oo...

juz can said u dun hav fate wif me...

haiizzz....

><

my new phone!!

yeah yeah yeah

cant wait!!! lolipop!! i'm cuming!!

kekekekekeeee...

new phone~i'm cuming~~heheheheheheehheeeeee....

 

yeah~

at last....i can buy new phone jor...

LG lolipop 

i'm cuming!!

kakakakakakakaaa

XDD

really cant wait the time of after school

horr...

wan cry dy..

gam dong neh~

yeeerrrr

thank you baba 

hehe

muaacckkxx!!

i love you!!!!

 

too many surprise to me today...

ok.....the 1st thg i open my fb i will check his profile see whether got any news from him...
n now....i got a new news from him...
he.....bcked to his house ady....
n he wrote a new blog...

surprise............


when i read his blog...
he forgot evrythg...
even me maybe...
i got another surprise...
his 'baby'
hmmm.....
i think they bcked together again...
maybe
congrate to him....
though still feel very pity...but still wish him be happy..
really...


hey...sunny...wish u happy..^^


n thanks god got listen wat i'm trying to tell him...
i prayed it evryday....n last he still awake...


thank god.....














p/s: still missing u.....

I DON'T CARE!!

I DON'T CARE!!

JUST STUDY IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER ONLY LA!!

ARRGGHHH~~~ WHO SAID WANT EXAM WAN HUH?!

I HATE YOU!! DAMN IT!! EXAM!!

24th/10/2010 a tired day..... 25th/10/2010 die ngang......

walaoweh...really deng lor yesterday...huhuhuu...rainning still nvm..
still gav me a surprise...ngeee...

yesterday my house got snake 'visit' my house..
n it was a............cobra snake....><
nasib bek got man at home...if not i oso dunno how...



n den.....my geography like no mood wanna stdy...
 at last.....25th/10......die ngang......
haaaaaiiiiiizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......
hope tml will b fine lor...

gar yao!!! ^w^

i dun wan!!!!!

argggggghhhhhh~~

my mouth!!

no!!!

my mouth bengkak like hell...

i cant believe tat now crabs oso cant eat ady...

 my favorite crab...

now hav to say...

NO!! to SEA FOOD!!

i hate u sea food...mke me por siong!!

when my mouth gonna b ok??

haizzzz......

好香哦~

老妈~
你煮的饭菜
怎么那么香啊~

闻到都流口水了啦~
妈妈！我爱你！

X,d

尾声.....

九月过了，
十月到来...

现在
十月也快尾声了....

怎么觉得时间过得这么快呀..
突然间觉得
身体里好像少了些什么
到底是什么呀
是....
是因为九月的伤心带过来十月
而十月的无助将带到将要来临的十一月??
所以
身体里少的是欢笑吗?

嗯.....
昨天我老师帮我看面相
哈哈
不是你说
我也不相信一个补习老师竟然能看相~
实在有点夸张..= =
不过厚...
他说的还蛮准的涅...
90%都说中我的命理...

他说：“在25岁之前...你是没有快乐的..”
自己想想
我活了18年
还真的不曾记得哪些回忆是快乐的耶...
我相信他的话....
而我也接受..

人常说：命运得撑控在自己手中
有理...
可是...一切都逃不过老天为我们安排的命运
这是真的...

所以.........
不必一定得撑控....
就让它顺其自然的发生
平平凡凡的过就好了.....

stdy group n pizza hut??

20/10/2010

after the mikro ppr

..............................................................

hmmmm.....planning stdy group for the pp1 

but hor...no mood leh..

den i curi2 took some pics..

heheheee...

lets take a look~

 hahahaaa....curi2...yes dapat!!

 eh...chai shin...y so funny??

hahahaa

ur face really..

kakakakakakaaaX)))

 wan n nad..

they got any....???

hmmm

who knws~

eh....blajar la ishak..

ckp byk pula~

;p

.......................................................................................................

21/10/2010

after the pp1 n writing ppr

............................................................

lol...the day tat i waiting for non-patient finally....

cum already~~~~

yeah~~

pizza!!pizza!!pizza!!

hahahaaa...

yesterday wong blanje us mkn pizza..

most excited wan lor~

she ajak those juniors n me 

 ayunye....==

heheee..

 curi2 pic again...~

 u can read it???

hahaaa...

 pizza hut~

1300-88-2525

sing again~

XD

 delivery motors

^v^

 =3

thankx alot bout the pizza...

nxt time we go eat the old pizza hut 

ok??

heheheeee..

muaackkxxxx!!!

the boys..

hrmm...

we said tat after skul terus go..

den u guess wat time they reached???

omost about 3 u knw!!

nggeeee....

害到我肚子酱饿~

XP

really...

tat day really got alot of fun

hahaa...especially syahid's thailand sleng..

hahaaa...

damn funny!!

no nxt time to teach u chinese ady syahid..

i cant tahan ur thailand sleng la..

huhuhuu

XD

n last....

thankx alot chai shin

heheee

we promise tat

dun forget oo~~

忘得了吗??

决定了...
把头发留长的定义...

为了忘记你而把头发留长
直到忘了你才把头发剪了...

这就是我的定义....

学习爱上你..
也学习去忘了你...

刚跟你姐聊了一下下
原以为你会断了那个号码
没想到...
你姐竟然用了那号码
是缘分吗?
不敢想...

只苛求...
老天也会听到我说的话
保佑保佑...
每天都帮你祈祷...
保佑保佑.....

所以.....
趁现在
看看自己有多不能忘记你
也趁现在
.................
把你只记在心里.....

是好事还是坏事.......

老天爷真的听到我在告诉他什么吗？
还是.........是我一厢情愿的以为老天爷收到我对他说的话....
也许不是...或许..他是听到了另一个人的呼喊与不安...
明明知道不是我...却还在期待着...

他.........醒了....
这到底....好事还是坏事...
不敢再想...好怕要面对一切不好的...
我.....
能感受到你醒来之后的痛苦...
害怕与无助....

昨晚我又梦见你了...第五次梦见你..
感觉很真实...
这是什么预兆
在梦里，梦见你抱我...
很深很深地抱着我...都痛了...
今早起来...
我还感觉得到那个痛残留在我的手臂....
这是个预兆吗
预兆着你将.........
不敢再想了....

妄想症
发作了吧...
好想逃避....
逃到一切没有关于你的地方
....但我知道...是没有的....
只好等到我的眼泪流干为止吧.....

终于.....是时候了吗.......

看到了.....我最不想面对的事实了...
是时候了吗？真的是时候了吗？
就不能不把他带走，让他感受更好更幸福的未来吗......
就真得不能把他留下吗.....
我以为我们能见面...曾经说过想要抱抱他..想像抱着小时候的你....现在都没有机会了...
没有机会能够看到你的脸....没有机会跟你面对面说心里话...
没有机会能看到因为我逗你笑时的笑脸了....都没有机会了......

呐.....不管如何...
终究想要你振作起来....不要放弃自己.....
说我自私也好...不要放弃自己...
我不知道我的手为什么会一直抖
心也痛到.....快要死掉.....
....................

下一辈子.....
下辈子就让我来守护你好吗？
老天爷....我在此请求老天爷.....
下辈子让我来守护他, 好吗....
...................

我爱你...........

 

the promise tat i for u...

hope next life i can do it to u...

i promise...

 i love you

i won't cry.....

i read ur words.......

the 1st feeling tat came out from my heart was....sad.....n miss u...really really miss u...

felt tat wanna cry...coz i knew wats going happen to u...

but i wont cry...coz i knw tat u dun like ppl crying...especially ladies...rite...??

hmmm.....u knw wat...i really dunno how to tell u wat i'm thinking nw...

i feel like wanna hug u...tightly...wanna b by ur side...but i knw tat's impossible..

coz i knw tat...i'm not the one who u wanna b by ur side...

but its okay...

we got the fate can b a gud friend i really feel very honour...really...

n i hope tat next life we can meet each other...^^

b a gud friend again.....

so plz.....nw still got time.....juz plz b valued ur left lifes n time..

i like you.....

老天保佑啊~

哇~~

快考试了啦

怎么我都没有要考试的心情啊~

刚考完muet

心情真跌到谷底

很生气自己为什么英文这么差

哎~~~

下星期就要考试了

第一天就来个我最不喜欢的P.A

真得很讨厌啦

呜呜呜呜呜

T^T

真希望一切顺顺利利

老天保佑啊~

加油加油加油~

好想念

charlie的打气口号哦

真希望能有人对着我打气

让我能振作起来

找回考试的心情奋斗！！

梦见你

趁我还没忘记...先记录下来...1，2，3，4.......

4次吧....梦见你4次了...真是第一次...真的是第一次呐....

也许你不相信

别说你

我自己也是

呵呵
可怕的想念


第一次
 .............................
只是仅仅看到你模糊的身影
但是我感觉到
你是用很温柔的眼神看着我的
因为感觉到你的温暖
温暖至心里
像是天使似的
静静地在我身旁守护我
........

第二次
.................................
第二次是我终于你的声音
但只仅于我的梦里
可能是得了妄想症吧
所以能听见你的声音
你的声音
嗯
温暖
温柔的
......

第三次
..................................
这是最慌缪的一次
我竟然梦到你唱歌给我听
严重了
竟然梦到你开金口也
虽说忘了是什么歌
可是那感动很深刻
妄想症作祟
.....

最后一次
第4次
................................
这次是
真的近距离
看到你
感觉到你呢
跟你聊天
一起玩笑
气氛是很愉快的
........

也许应该不会再梦见你了
当作是
可爱的回忆
与
属于我的
秘密吧

^^

dreaming bout you