it has been more than months.
here becoming a place where i have no where to speak to.
well, reviewed back all the posts that i've posted previously, i can say that, i've grown up~
not that emotional anymore, last time i used to alil tiny emotional will come here to tell my moods.. haha
now, i've learned alot, learn know how to not easily tell ur emotional publically, show ur moods to everyone, tell everything to everyone.
these are what i've learnt, if u wanna be stronger, learn to not too care, not too sensitive, not too alert with someone or something that u care alot, unless the person who worth to.. :)
tell urself, care more about urself, care more about ur family, care more about ur darlings (ur loved one and some REAL besties)
remember the lessons, love urself.. ;)
#positivethinking #positivemind #lovelife #bepeaceful
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Tuesday, August 18, 2015
Monday, April 6, 2015
思考
我所向往的升温，好像，慢慢消去了
就真的变成习惯了吗？
短短的交谈，习惯的交代，习惯的语气
习惯的，习惯的，习惯的....
都变成''习惯的''..
努力，都有点吃不消了..
该怎么坚持....
就真的变成习惯了吗？
短短的交谈，习惯的交代，习惯的语气
习惯的，习惯的，习惯的....
都变成''习惯的''..
努力，都有点吃不消了..
该怎么坚持....
Saturday, March 22, 2014
Wednesday, December 25, 2013
learning
tell yourself,
learn to not to be selfish
learn to not to be negative
learn to not to be jealousy
learn to not to be sensitive
learn to not to be too care
learn to not to be too "cursy"
learn to not to be emotional
learn to not to be robotic
learn to more positive
learn to be human
learn to be cool
learn to be think more
learn to be one eye closes one ear closes
对于“朋友” 这两个字
不要太介怀
不要放太多感情
不要太过敏感
不要情绪化
不要一直抱怨
打开眼睛看，用心感受
谁才是自己应该多在意的“朋友”
应该多爱护对待的就多爱护
应该支持的就多支持
看开，看开
想通，想通
站在别人的立场想
听听别人的想法
这是，我对自己的告诫
不要做傻瓜
自己拿东西去想，去介意，去付出
因为，某些朋友并不像你那么想那么做
没有东西是100%得到回报的
成长吧
learn to not to be selfish
learn to not to be negative
learn to not to be jealousy
learn to not to be sensitive
learn to not to be too care
learn to not to be too "cursy"
learn to not to be emotional
learn to not to be robotic
learn to more positive
learn to be human
learn to be cool
learn to be think more
learn to be one eye closes one ear closes
对于“朋友” 这两个字
不要太介怀
不要放太多感情
不要太过敏感
不要情绪化
不要一直抱怨
打开眼睛看，用心感受
谁才是自己应该多在意的“朋友”
应该多爱护对待的就多爱护
应该支持的就多支持
看开，看开
想通，想通
站在别人的立场想
听听别人的想法
这是，我对自己的告诫
不要做傻瓜
自己拿东西去想，去介意，去付出
因为，某些朋友并不像你那么想那么做
没有东西是100%得到回报的
成长吧
Friday, November 8, 2013
pity guy
these three months are not my months.
but also not for lots of people.
broke-up happened in these three months.
i remembered, sept was the month i knew a guy.
that was his emo month, he shared his stories to me.
but until now, this sept, he still not own the month yet.
how pity, a relationship makes himself so pity and painful.
he found me last day, he told me he broke-up with his love again for the third times.
love, difficult to understand.
but, if have the heart i think it not that hard to understand.
long distance relationship, isn't it really hard to chain to?
maybe super long distance yes, but maybe not.
if a relationship just one person to maintain it then maybe yes.
how come he still not "wake up"?
he said still willing to wait her.
for me, i don't think that is love.
that is "blind". he is let the girl lives in his heart, and doesn't even think to "sweep" the girl away.
thrid times broke-up with the same lady.
just can say that, they are playing a game.
but also not for lots of people.
broke-up happened in these three months.
i remembered, sept was the month i knew a guy.
that was his emo month, he shared his stories to me.
but until now, this sept, he still not own the month yet.
how pity, a relationship makes himself so pity and painful.
he found me last day, he told me he broke-up with his love again for the third times.
love, difficult to understand.
but, if have the heart i think it not that hard to understand.
long distance relationship, isn't it really hard to chain to?
maybe super long distance yes, but maybe not.
if a relationship just one person to maintain it then maybe yes.
how come he still not "wake up"?
he said still willing to wait her.
for me, i don't think that is love.
that is "blind". he is let the girl lives in his heart, and doesn't even think to "sweep" the girl away.
thrid times broke-up with the same lady.
just can say that, they are playing a game.
Thursday, October 17, 2013
september and october
i wanna give a comment on these two months in my life.
i realized that, these two months is my the most "directionless" months..
tears and moodless all happened in these two months.
of course, now still remain.
since start new sem until now almost over half sem, but still don't know what i'm studying about.
club has no direction
assignments like never finish never end
lecturers like killer
hopeless... haiz... hopeless for my result in this sem..
i realized that, these two months is my the most "directionless" months..
tears and moodless all happened in these two months.
of course, now still remain.
since start new sem until now almost over half sem, but still don't know what i'm studying about.
club has no direction
assignments like never finish never end
lecturers like killer
hopeless... haiz... hopeless for my result in this sem..
Wednesday, October 2, 2013
pressured . depressed
these few days, i have been being super duple depressed.
for club, for assignments, for friends.
i don't know why i become like this.
for club, i saw my members, my friends are being in negative ways.
for assignments like no direction
for friends like all emo
depressed...
sometimes feel like wanna cry loudly, shout it out then kill myself in releasing..
u know what, i found no way to solve my problem..
i really have no idea how to release
talk to someone? can't make it
do something to distract my focus on these stuffs? don't know which way to start
cry? lagi sakit
so, what i should i do?
i'm tired......
for club, for assignments, for friends.
i don't know why i become like this.
for club, i saw my members, my friends are being in negative ways.
for assignments like no direction
for friends like all emo
depressed...
sometimes feel like wanna cry loudly, shout it out then kill myself in releasing..
u know what, i found no way to solve my problem..
i really have no idea how to release
talk to someone? can't make it
do something to distract my focus on these stuffs? don't know which way to start
cry? lagi sakit
so, what i should i do?
i'm tired......
Wednesday, September 11, 2013
Back to Uni Life, BUT............
sem 3 sesi 2013/2014
alright, all of us back to uni life; not a good life but SUCK life = =
back to this state actually i didn't feel anything. BUT, since we need to move to new hostel, our life become suck.
no water, no food, far from campus, no line, no wifi, can't see liang moii, liang zaii juniors, no transport, far from super market... all negative negative~
how we gonna survive at there for 2 years leh?
haizzz..... have no idea.........
started last two days ago, few of us need to TAKE BUS to our old hostel to take bath.. see?! pity right?
FUTHERMORE, start new sem start "new life". our life needs busy than before..our timetable, suppose; Kelantan Friday and Saturday is off day. Means that, is Friday and Saturday is weekend. Now, major of us have to study during these two days. AND unfortunately, my timetable sudah kena.. how to arrange also can't avoid.. 7 DAYS classes... susah do event susah to live our life...
one word to tell my mood now : SIGH......................... T^T
alright, all of us back to uni life; not a good life but SUCK life = =
back to this state actually i didn't feel anything. BUT, since we need to move to new hostel, our life become suck.
no water, no food, far from campus, no line, no wifi, can't see liang moii, liang zaii juniors, no transport, far from super market... all negative negative~
how we gonna survive at there for 2 years leh?
haizzz..... have no idea.........
started last two days ago, few of us need to TAKE BUS to our old hostel to take bath.. see?! pity right?
FUTHERMORE, start new sem start "new life". our life needs busy than before..our timetable, suppose; Kelantan Friday and Saturday is off day. Means that, is Friday and Saturday is weekend. Now, major of us have to study during these two days. AND unfortunately, my timetable sudah kena.. how to arrange also can't avoid.. 7 DAYS classes... susah do event susah to live our life...
one word to tell my mood now : SIGH......................... T^T
Saturday, August 24, 2013
我决定了！
wish to be like this?
lol
too skinny
at least more slimmer than now..XD
(actually wish to buy this kind of skinny pants :3)
now i wanna say
next sem must go to gym often!
to keep myself healthier and stronger!
ush ush!
Monday, August 19, 2013
Your life is on your hand
You know what
when you've given born
there are lots of challenges waiting for you to explore
But,
When you facing failure during you're living your life
don't give up or even be negative minded
Must believe that everything still under your control
nothing is impossible to be solved
instead, you need to be positive and strong enough
Even you facing the worst situation in front of you
even you facing the worst person in front of you
even you having the worst things holding on your hands
Just face it positively; use it wisely, smartly; and communicate nicely, friendly
then those all things, creatures, humans will become you "partners" to help you grow up and be strong
....
Human,
When you living,
don't forget to pray but not to curse
When you living,
don't forget to believe in faith but not to upset everthing
When you living,
don't forget to be loved but not to hate eveything
When you living,
don't forget to in mind of peace but not to in mind of anger
....
Make it in mind,
To make your life wonderful
just smile and laugh loudly however you wanted
To make your life wonderful
just do whatever that you won't feel regret
make it no regret
Your life is on your hand
Your future is depend on yourselves
:)
Friday, June 21, 2013
one year
one year finished 3 more years to go..
and I'M HOME!!! haha
hey, what's up girls and guys... sorry for waiting so long...
coz these few days when i back to my home, my home line tarak so can't online ar... that's why took so long only can update my blog..
nah... here comes i have 2 months long holiday to slowly slowly spend..haha
one year finished ady, let's fresh back what i had done so far...
study-events, study-travels, and study-meet friends..
one year over, i would love to thank all my friends who accompany me lots in uni..
especially my besties~
next sem we will move to other hostel luu... u know what, i'll miss my ex-hostel very very much...
perhaps, everything's gonna be alright next sem.. amin, amen, amithaba.....
p/s: gonna tell u guys a special good news soon :3 stay tuned! :目
and I'M HOME!!! haha
hey, what's up girls and guys... sorry for waiting so long...
coz these few days when i back to my home, my home line tarak so can't online ar... that's why took so long only can update my blog..
nah... here comes i have 2 months long holiday to slowly slowly spend..haha
one year finished ady, let's fresh back what i had done so far...
study-events, study-travels, and study-meet friends..
one year over, i would love to thank all my friends who accompany me lots in uni..
especially my besties~
next sem we will move to other hostel luu... u know what, i'll miss my ex-hostel very very much...
perhaps, everything's gonna be alright next sem.. amin, amen, amithaba.....
p/s: gonna tell u guys a special good news soon :3 stay tuned! :目
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| love my firends, my life ♥ |
Monday, March 18, 2013
bad news
18th march,
i cried, but i think no one knows
my elder bro called me ask me do not feel too sad and cry
but i failed. even now my fingers are on the keyboard my eyes are full of tears.
i can't cry out.. i try hard to tahan..
this morning was my cousin brother the last moment in this reality world and he flew to heaven to meet the god ady. i shocked when my cousin sister called me, at that time i was no feeling..but i think is i'm too sad so can't really know whether i'm still in dream or reality.
i can't do anything for him, coz i'm so far from him now..
just can do is, pray for him in heart from here.
and rest in peace brother.
人生无常，要珍惜身边的人。
i cried, but i think no one knows
my elder bro called me ask me do not feel too sad and cry
but i failed. even now my fingers are on the keyboard my eyes are full of tears.
i can't cry out.. i try hard to tahan..
this morning was my cousin brother the last moment in this reality world and he flew to heaven to meet the god ady. i shocked when my cousin sister called me, at that time i was no feeling..but i think is i'm too sad so can't really know whether i'm still in dream or reality.
i can't do anything for him, coz i'm so far from him now..
just can do is, pray for him in heart from here.
and rest in peace brother.
人生无常，要珍惜身边的人。
Tuesday, January 22, 2013
冷眼以对
无端端的，开了你的面书..
看到你跟你的新男友亲密的照片我只能说：哇，好快...就只是短短几个月又找到了新的了..
跟当初当兵的时候，中六的时候一样嘛....真替你以往的男友们难过..
想起你以前怎样对我，现在想回还是很生气...人家说在乎才会有这种感觉...
曾经真心对你的友谊，我竟然会浪费在你这种超级善变对人不专情的人身上..
聪明又能怎样，但是对你这种有着很纯情单纯的面孔，我只能说：呸！狗屁单纯！
住在同一区，看到你我也会当不认识你..
不过还是跟你说声谢谢，你让我有恨的感觉... :)
p/s: 真心对待换来的却是被人家无端端没有原因当透明，友谊？你不配..
看到你跟你的新男友亲密的照片我只能说：哇，好快...就只是短短几个月又找到了新的了..
跟当初当兵的时候，中六的时候一样嘛....真替你以往的男友们难过..
想起你以前怎样对我，现在想回还是很生气...人家说在乎才会有这种感觉...
曾经真心对你的友谊，我竟然会浪费在你这种超级善变对人不专情的人身上..
聪明又能怎样，但是对你这种有着很纯情单纯的面孔，我只能说：呸！狗屁单纯！
住在同一区，看到你我也会当不认识你..
不过还是跟你说声谢谢，你让我有恨的感觉... :)
p/s: 真心对待换来的却是被人家无端端没有原因当透明，友谊？你不配..
Monday, November 12, 2012
久违了，心痛
以为放下了，会对他没感觉..
没想到，当他失恋伤心的时候我还会对他觉得心疼心痛不舍..
我到底是以什么身份去心疼他呀..
你
可以不要再自私的对待我了好吗
我
会因为你的温柔又会忍不住陷下去的
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| 我是傻瓜 |
Monday, July 30, 2012
one night "kill" two guys
that's why i say myself is a cruel girl
in one night i've been "killing" two guys
one is my good friend, another one is my neighbor while childhood
sometimes realized, feeling the kind of thing really cruel
it can reject all the things u don't want
or accept all the things u wanted more
sorry guys,
i really feel sad when i talked like that
but, have no choice
i have to tell my true feeling to u guys
if not, i will be cruel to myself
p/s: we still friends :)
in one night i've been "killing" two guys
one is my good friend, another one is my neighbor while childhood
sometimes realized, feeling the kind of thing really cruel
it can reject all the things u don't want
or accept all the things u wanted more
sorry guys,
i really feel sad when i talked like that
but, have no choice
i have to tell my true feeling to u guys
if not, i will be cruel to myself
p/s: we still friends :)
Friday, July 13, 2012
13th of July 2012
the date we know our upu result
great!
i got my 5th choice to Kelantan study
people ask me do u like the course that they gave?
what i wanna say is, the course was i chose by myself..
so no say like or not like
just accept..
but...i cried..
now...actually my mood down to hell there ady..
but how...i chose it by myself and they gave me that...what to say right?
now i like wanna go karok and scream it out loud~
haizz...........
UMK [Universiti Malaysia Kelantan] - ijazah sarjana muda keusahawanan (perdagangan) dengan kepujian
good luck spin!
great!
i got my 5th choice to Kelantan study
people ask me do u like the course that they gave?
what i wanna say is, the course was i chose by myself..
so no say like or not like
just accept..
but...i cried..
now...actually my mood down to hell there ady..
but how...i chose it by myself and they gave me that...what to say right?
now i like wanna go karok and scream it out loud~
haizz...........
UMK [Universiti Malaysia Kelantan] - ijazah sarjana muda keusahawanan (perdagangan) dengan kepujian
good luck spin!
oppa :'( i need ur hug
Wednesday, July 4, 2012
我真的很想打醒你！
最近这几天我都在我奶奶家过夜
很多亲戚都问我：诶？你没去读书的？
天呐~我都毕业那么久了
怎么还在问我为什么没去读书啊
超级无力的..（有时会心里暗爽，原来我看起来是“读书妹”呀..年轻的意思~呵呵呵呵）
都不知道要怎么回答了
好，这不是重点
回到我的重点吧
我现在心情非常的不爽
我不明白，为什么有些人身在福中不知福啊
有书读不要去读
成天只会在家里对着电脑
玩埋那些没营养的游戏
我不是说那些游戏不能玩
但是也要有分寸的嘛
那些游戏就那么重要
重要到连学校也不去
一两天不去没关系
可是！
已经连续2, 3 个星期没去了..
明年还要联考的（*PMR）
对你来说
你的未来，你的生活就那么不屑重要了
你的那些没营养的游戏就很重要
重要到每天从早上对到晚上半夜了?!
那些游戏对你的未来有用吗!!
还有
我真的觉得你真的好命过头咯
家里已经什么东西都为你准备好了
为什么你可以只是对着那个脑，对到什么东西都可以不做
吃饱了，那些碗筷就是放在你的脑前面
从早餐到晚餐，一直堆在那里
都不会想说吃饱了就直接去洗碗什么的
还有！
你明知道你有养小狗
小狗就是会不小心会在房间里“方便”的
叫你弄干净，就只会一直拖一直拖
房间是自己睡的
就不会想着去弄干净的咩
难听一点真的懒到“h*i”酱咯
我已经算很懒了
但是至少我的房间不会看到乱到不行还不去收拾收拾的..
我也不喜欢老妈啰嗦的
但至少罗嗦了我就会乖乖去做
你咧？
嫌你妈啰嗦没关系
有时候你妈妈只是想要你帮忙
然后你就不去做
像是妈妈要照顾的小孩们
你都不会去照顾的
搞到我这个对那些小孩子来说是陌生人的人来帮你妈妈
你要没有搞错啊！
再来，
房间里的东西
说是姐姐的东西不管你的事
那你有想过吗
那是你姐耶
帮下忙会死咩
房间一起睡的
做么要去在意说那是姐姐的东西，那是我的东西
自己的东西自己收拾
连我在家，我姐的东西比你姐的东西还多我都会去帮忙收啊
虽然心里埋怨，但是没办法呀..一家人嘛
现在呀，你床上的衣服啊，那是你自己的衣服
从昨天下午放到现在呀
都没有说放进衣橱里的
再再来！
你的道理，你以为很有道理哦
你才几岁
十几岁就那么会说道理了
我觉得你那些是强词夺理咯
不要说那么多“道理”，放宽心去帮忙做东西不可以的咩？
呼......看来我是忍很久了
我知道我不是你的谁，只是你的亲戚罢了
也没权利去管你
但是做人要有分寸咯
有书读都不要去读
到时后悔了，没有人会救你的
最后我想说 :
很多亲戚都问我：诶？你没去读书的？
天呐~我都毕业那么久了
怎么还在问我为什么没去读书啊
超级无力的..（有时会心里暗爽，原来我看起来是“读书妹”呀..年轻的意思~呵呵呵呵）
都不知道要怎么回答了
好，这不是重点
回到我的重点吧
我现在心情非常的不爽
我不明白，为什么有些人身在福中不知福啊
有书读不要去读
成天只会在家里对着电脑
玩埋那些没营养的游戏
我不是说那些游戏不能玩
但是也要有分寸的嘛
那些游戏就那么重要
重要到连学校也不去
一两天不去没关系
可是！
已经连续2, 3 个星期没去了..
明年还要联考的（*PMR）
对你来说
你的未来，你的生活就那么不屑重要了
你的那些没营养的游戏就很重要
重要到每天从早上对到晚上半夜了?!
那些游戏对你的未来有用吗!!
还有
我真的觉得你真的好命过头咯
家里已经什么东西都为你准备好了
为什么你可以只是对着那个脑，对到什么东西都可以不做
吃饱了，那些碗筷就是放在你的脑前面
从早餐到晚餐，一直堆在那里
都不会想说吃饱了就直接去洗碗什么的
还有！
你明知道你有养小狗
小狗就是会不小心会在房间里“方便”的
叫你弄干净，就只会一直拖一直拖
房间是自己睡的
就不会想着去弄干净的咩
难听一点真的懒到“h*i”酱咯
我已经算很懒了
但是至少我的房间不会看到乱到不行还不去收拾收拾的..
我也不喜欢老妈啰嗦的
但至少罗嗦了我就会乖乖去做
你咧？
嫌你妈啰嗦没关系
有时候你妈妈只是想要你帮忙
然后你就不去做
像是妈妈要照顾的小孩们
你都不会去照顾的
搞到我这个对那些小孩子来说是陌生人的人来帮你妈妈
你要没有搞错啊！
再来，
房间里的东西
说是姐姐的东西不管你的事
那你有想过吗
那是你姐耶
帮下忙会死咩
房间一起睡的
做么要去在意说那是姐姐的东西，那是我的东西
自己的东西自己收拾
连我在家，我姐的东西比你姐的东西还多我都会去帮忙收啊
虽然心里埋怨，但是没办法呀..一家人嘛
现在呀，你床上的衣服啊，那是你自己的衣服
从昨天下午放到现在呀
都没有说放进衣橱里的
再再来！
你的道理，你以为很有道理哦
你才几岁
十几岁就那么会说道理了
我觉得你那些是强词夺理咯
不要说那么多“道理”，放宽心去帮忙做东西不可以的咩？
呼......看来我是忍很久了
我知道我不是你的谁，只是你的亲戚罢了
也没权利去管你
但是做人要有分寸咯
有书读都不要去读
到时后悔了，没有人会救你的
最后我想说 :
p/s: 你真的无药可救了!!!
Friday, June 15, 2012
Monday, June 11, 2012
holiday
family trip bila mau on~~~
i already wait for 3 months ady..haiz...since my bro broke up with his girl friend, then pd trip postpone until now..then my sis says wanna go to lang tengah then change to redang then become nothing again... after that she said join a ship trip from penang to thailand 3 days 2 nights..now? macam nothing again and again..haiz.... i want holiday~~~~~~~~
i already wait for 3 months ady..haiz...since my bro broke up with his girl friend, then pd trip postpone until now..then my sis says wanna go to lang tengah then change to redang then become nothing again... after that she said join a ship trip from penang to thailand 3 days 2 nights..now? macam nothing again and again..haiz.... i want holiday~~~~~~~~
心中呐喊
我要放假~~~
p/s: i'm holiday-ing, but like no holiday =.=
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