first one, perhaps the only one

i found my like one. :)

想念

男人，我不可能爱上你..

昨晚的对话
看得出你很激动也很难过
虽然
没说是我
但也伤到我了
你知道吗
我终于明白你的感受了
虽然你是恨所以放不下
但是
我是你的相反

男人
原来放下一个人真的很难
...

p/s:  我会放下的

散心

终于

回到了我忙碌的生活

奇怪

感觉比在家还好

吉兰丹，你好啊~

^v^

最近

他

找回我了

只因

他发生了不好的事

他很不开心

当然

分分合合过那么多次

但

最后还是没了

很替他们觉得可惜跟心疼

怎么说

我是外人

不能说什么也没有资格对他们的感情说话

这次对他打击很大

不过还好他没做傻事

第二次的打击

难免我会怕他会做傻事的

今天

他对我说他要去旅行

这样也好

在家里只有他一个人

难免回想东想西的

散心也是个抒发他emo的心情

希望

这次散心之旅真的会让他想通然后接受

最后就真的比较放开

一路平安哦

一个人在外地要小心自身安全

还有

回来一定要报平安哦

到时候我会以傻婆的心情，等着你的傻佬般的心回来

what's wrong with me?!

what happen to me? already 2 years man...
why i still feel so "flirting" with him
stop stop stop!!
stop showing ur shining smiling face!!!!

p/s: haizz......mou dak gao ><

(你就放过我吧 T^T)

怎么办~

怎么办怎么办~

我已经被他们迷住了

有点不是很甘愿，不过还是控制不住呀

现在我终于明白为什么他们有那么多的youjin (*妖精 = 粉丝)爱着他们了

就连我也控制不住都怪他们

哈哈

怪他们魅力无法挡

哎哟

他们令我一直想看他们的脸

看着他们的笑脸不放开

嘿嘿

惨！

我快变花痴了

好啦

我是很理性的好吗

不要把我给误会了okay~

shiroshiro!(*讨厌讨厌)

呜~

beh tahan! (*鸡皮疙瘩：干嘛摆弄韩文啊！=.= 真是的)

好啦

我真的快要中毒啦

可能是他们太可爱顽皮搞笑感情太好了

搞得我又爱又羡慕

才会令我情不至尽的喜欢他们

嘿嘿

好"歹势" 哦 (注音：paiseh)

super junior!! 大爱!! 

大发哟~ 

oh！欢迎强仁（kangin）归队 

♥

like eunhae couple

东海 与 银赫

♥

p/s: 在此宣布我是你们新加入的youjin哟 ♥

잘부탁합니다 ♥（注音：zal bu tag ham ni da /请多多指教）

addicted ep 2

walaowehh....now i can't control myself dy..in my mind is full bout suju =.= i think i'm being crazy..
haiz... finished the adonis camp then next would be which program? hmmm...don't know..still searching..but i'm gonna download those videos that i'd watched..hahaa..

p/s: hafiz, don't be jealous yea...i'd finished watching suju adonis camp...donghae and eunhyuk was so sweet in there~ hahaa...eunhae oppa~ saranghae ♥

owh yes! thanks for recommended me the songs this afternoon...haha..i'll download (illegally XD) soon~ kakaa~

eunhyuk,siwon and donghae

♥

suju! suju! ADDICTED~

okay~~~ i've been addicted with them == just because of my lil cousin and hafiz..lol
recently i'd seen lots of suju''s video and listened their song ==
i remember that lasst time i never touch their stuff...huhuuu...i don't know why? maybe because of their cuteness  makes me love to see them..hahaa...
neh~and also because of my cousin on suju M's videos then cause me followed!! urrghhh...and then because of hafiz, i started like suju ori - donghae, eunhyuk. kyuhyun, sungmin, siwon, hee chuel, kangin, leetuek, shindong, kibum, hangeng, yesung, ryeowook... plus plus suju M - zhoumi and henry...... GOSH!!! addicted! because of you!! all your fault!! did you see this!! yes you! hafiz, i knew u will read mine..huhuuu....

okay...finished blaming..hehee.. now back to suju..

videos: i already finished their full house and suju-M's taiwan long stay programs
recommend find their channel programs to watch..cause like that u can see their real face inside..haha.
like suju full house, though is too long ago..but quite nice to watch cause guarantee will laugh die u..hahaa..then suju's intimate note,they're so sweet and warm and then suju-M taiwan longstay (dongfeng's programs like golden stage and 名人带路) also very funny and fun...hahaa..
and now...i watching their adonis camp..also quite funny..hehee..haiz...bad suju,why you guys so cute~ ><

musics: i found that one of their song quite cool..

Super Junior - SuperMan (MV) HD

what i can say?

okay

they pretty good

with their

face and vocal

hmmmmmm

just say that

they deserved it ;3

suju! u're HOTT!!!!

hah! :D

♥

夢見你

好久好久

沒見你了耶

但夢裡的你

把我弄哭了

想當初

每天晚上

我都會拿著電話

看著當電話屏幕照片的你發呆的

看著看著就會睡著

就是想說要在睡夢中看到你

可當時怎樣夢也夢不到

直到前天的晚上

我

終於

在我的夢裡

看到你的臉了

現在算來

我們都有兩年沒見了

都已經失去聯絡了

當時我以為

我們是兩情相悅的

原來

還是我的一情相愿

怎麼我老是遇到這種事呀？

可憐的我

呵呵

都快三年了

怎麼我現在才夢到你呀

不過

我都不記得我到底夢見什麼了

我只知道

在夢裡的我

是愛著你的

在現實里

當你告訴我

我們只能當朋友是

我雖說沒事

但是

我知道

我的心被你打碎了

在淌血

這是你永遠都不知道的事

我依稀記得

在夢裡的我

因為你而哭

當我醒來的時候

我的眼角都是淚

想要回想夢的情景

卻只能覺得無助

而痛苦

也許

我的愛情

都會是

沒有開花之前

都一定會

枯萎了吧

我不知道

爲什麽我會喜歡上你

可是

你知道嗎

你是我第一個那麼喜歡的男生

如果。

你知道嗎

這世界的如果

都會實現

那就太好了

而我

也不會

一直在期待

在等待了

當你問我

如果

我真的很想告訴你

那如果會實現

真的實現

我一定是

這世界最幸福的人了

可惜

那如果

永遠不會實現

而我

也不會

變成這世界最幸福的人

當你主動找我的時候

我真的還蠻嚇一跳的

不知道爲什麽

都過了那麼久

以為都放下了嘛

原來

潛意識的

還是放著

呵呵

原來

我也是個傻妞呀

傻妞呀

別想啦

你們不會有可能的了

他永遠不會知道

你這傻妞一直在扮演者可憐的角色

永遠都不會知道

而你

只能默默地

看著他

想著他

關心他

支持他

與

喜歡他

至少

現在的關係

不會讓你們的感情變質

至少......

如果

不可能

會實現的

无题

恋不恋爱

都不想了

就

顺其自然

让我

一个人

也好

让我一个人

也

很好

: )

being single?

being single?

this quite true

but sometimes you will feel envy

but when u found out that 

being single still can be survive 

so?

don't think too much 

and

just wait for the right one come to you

what wanna say that

being single i'm still feel happy

:)

你好嗎。我很好.

just now i checked out my facebook, had a person posted this short movie on the wall....
i saw it sudden feel curious on it..

watched dy, cried.............
just a 10 minutes short love and sad story..
enjoy it :')

《你好嗎。我很好》

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希望大家都珍惜身邊的人...如果等到失去了或遺忘了，一切就會來不及了...

別讓自己後悔，現在就去抱抱身邊的人對TA們說你愛他吧！♥  

不记得还是故意逃避？

eh, mr...
你是不记得我了还是故意不理我呀..
再怎么样都好，我至少还是个女生耶~
你这么做对吗?!
加了你不接受就算了，竟然还不回我的信息
你这是故意的吗?!

气死..
不愿意做朋友就直接对我说嘛! 不需要这样对我冷漠的...
我会很识相的~

met him again!!

walaowehh!! i thought that we won't meet again...
but......unfortunately, we met again...in the same place..unexpectedly too bad..
duh~ hahaaa..
ok la....but this time he was with his friends i think...though he didn't talk to me..but his eyes always look at me...
guai bu zi zai dii...huhuhuuu
i never thought that he still remembered me leh...because his eyes just watched me on that time, i guess he still remembered me gua and i very remembered the moment his friends made me feel shame..hahaa...XD

hey mr. i still don't know your name yet leh....hmm...i don't mind we make a friend ^^

mr. u make me feel crazy! hehee...
got fate meet again nah ~ tata

september

it is almost one year...
now is very very seldom to find him
i think i already put "him" down... :)
it is a good news for me though is hard to imagine..almost one year..huhuuu
hmm...
but sometimes also will miss him geh..hahaa...but just miss nothing else.. ;p
but i do remember what i'd done a promise to myself.. 10 years? hmm...maybe not enough ten years i will "fly" there and find you "yam cha"~ ahahahaaa..seriously! i will do that!! hehee...

refresh back.. hmmm...i really don't know why i could to that because of a guy that far away from me and country...it is just because of fate and feelings.... can i say that it was my first love? hmmm... i don't think so..huhuhuu...it was my heart's "first love" :')

miss you and good bye Mr. S
and i will say hello to you when we meet and give you a big big big big hugssss..hahaa..
hope that ur girl won't feel jealous la..  hahaaa.. (evil big laugh XD)

25th August

the date quite special to me...
cause is 'his' birthday
i'd wished 'him' happy birthday and sent 'him' a message..
but i think 'he' didn't receive it..but is okay..i understood..
just hope that he's everything okay..


mr.S,
i'll do my promise that i'd made
we'll meet one day..
please for her and for urself, please be healthy always and be sunny :')


p/s: miss 'you'

polaroid camera ♥

good afternoon everyone.. :)

awwww......i'm so in love with it!!!

this!

yeeee... i am so wanna own it..

but quite expensive...

i just check it out form is website..it listed US Dollor.. =.=

huhuu...cham lor...so many things i want..

hae to start saving from now.. T^T

u!! cheki polaroid camera! u'll be mine soon!!! :DD

20 days

还剩20天，就是你的生日啦...
只希望你能健健康康，快乐幸福地生活..
不求你记得我
但愿
你曾经记得我...

happy birthday to you Mr. S :)

p/s: miss you

CN BLUE (鄭容和) - 그리워서(因為想念你)

i love to share this song to everyone

this song was my sis told me

when i listen to this

though i don't understand what the lyrics mean

but it make me feel touch

because i miss you

enjoy ♥

and have a nice dream

:)

maybe.....

nothing do hor...maybe i should on9 for awhile then only off go bite my books..kekekeee.....

weyh! mr S..u look old ady leh...please la..please take care of urself can ma? haiz.... though i feel nothing ady..but still care bout u oo...haiz...(why my heart still feel very pain har? hmm.....)

long time din p/s..lets p/s..

p/s: for mr S. TAKE CARE OF URSELF!!!!