Monday, July 30, 2012

one night "kill" two guys

that's why i say myself is a cruel girl
in one night i've been "killing" two guys
one is my good friend, another one is my neighbor while childhood
sometimes realized, feeling the kind of thing really cruel
it can reject all the things u don't want
or accept all the things u wanted more

sorry guys,
i really feel sad when i talked like that
but, have no choice
i have to tell my true feeling to u guys
if not, i will be cruel to myself

p/s: we still friends :)

Monday, July 16, 2012

kelantan?

this morning went to semsco to take our ori stpm result
then we went to see our ex teachers..
all met me all called me model..hahahaaa..haiyooo...shy shy >////<
meet the teachers for the whole half day..haisehh..
suddenly so miss the moments we lepak outside our class..haha
we waiting outside see whether the teachers on time got come onot then go rounding the school..
well, we're bad students..haha.. but at least most of us got to in the uni we wanted..
u know what when u sad u will cry but after u cried u will realize that actually that isn't big matter
ya, i cried when i knew i got UMK to kelantan but not to UMS sabah..
but now i happy that i got kelantan..
why?
because my dad said, kelantan is NEARER than sabah..
and i realized that, if i go to sabah.. then i will become a bad daughter..
'coz i used to burden my parents...hmmm...
sorry dad, i don't know that my choice will burden you so much..
but now kelantan, i think i will like the place..
wahh~~ so fast.. i'm a university student soon..
never think that i can be a uni student so soon..
2 months soon~
exciting? or nervous? or afraid?
don't know..mix all up~ haha
i must be dreaming now..hmm....
but keep dreaming till end of my uni life..haha ;3
kelantan, i'm coming~~~

dreaming, keep dreaming :))


Friday, July 13, 2012

13th of July 2012

the date we know our upu result
great!
i got my 5th choice to Kelantan study
people ask me do u like the course that they gave?
what i wanna say is, the course was i chose by myself..
so no say like or not like
just accept..
but...i cried..
now...actually my mood down to hell there ady..
but how...i chose it by myself and they gave me that...what to say right?
now i like wanna go karok and scream it out loud~
haizz...........

UMK [Universiti Malaysia Kelantan] - ijazah sarjana muda keusahawanan (perdagangan) dengan kepujian

good luck spin!

oppa :'( i need ur hug

Wednesday, July 4, 2012

我真的很想打醒你!

最近这几天我都在我奶奶家过夜
很多亲戚都问我:诶?你没去读书的?
天呐~我都毕业那么久了
怎么还在问我为什么没去读书啊
超级无力的..(有时会心里暗爽,原来我看起来是“读书妹”呀..年轻的意思~呵呵呵呵)
都不知道要怎么回答了
好,这不是重点
回到我的重点吧
我现在心情非常的不爽
我不明白,为什么有些人身在福中不知福啊
有书读不要去读
成天只会在家里对着电脑
玩埋那些没营养的游戏
我不是说那些游戏不能玩
但是也要有分寸的嘛
那些游戏就那么重要
重要到连学校也不去
一两天不去没关系
可是!
已经连续2, 3 个星期没去了..
明年还要联考的(*PMR)
对你来说
你的未来,你的生活就那么不屑重要了
你的那些没营养的游戏就很重要
重要到每天从早上对到晚上半夜了?!
那些游戏对你的未来有用吗!!
还有
我真的觉得你真的好命过头咯
家里已经什么东西都为你准备好了
为什么你可以只是对着那个脑,对到什么东西都可以不做
吃饱了,那些碗筷就是放在你的脑前面
从早餐到晚餐,一直堆在那里
都不会想说吃饱了就直接去洗碗什么的
还有!
你明知道你有养小狗
小狗就是会不小心会在房间里“方便”的
叫你弄干净,就只会一直拖一直拖
房间是自己睡的
就不会想着去弄干净的咩
难听一点真的懒到“h*i”酱咯
我已经算很懒了
但是至少我的房间不会看到乱到不行还不去收拾收拾的..
我也不喜欢老妈啰嗦的
但至少罗嗦了我就会乖乖去做
你咧?
嫌你妈啰嗦没关系
有时候你妈妈只是想要你帮忙
然后你就不去做
像是妈妈要照顾的小孩们
你都不会去照顾的
搞到我这个对那些小孩子来说是陌生人的人来帮你妈妈
你要没有搞错啊!
再来,
房间里的东西
说是姐姐的东西不管你的事
那你有想过吗
那是你姐耶
帮下忙会死咩
房间一起睡的
做么要去在意说那是姐姐的东西,那是我的东西
自己的东西自己收拾
连我在家,我姐的东西比你姐的东西还多我都会去帮忙收啊
虽然心里埋怨,但是没办法呀..一家人嘛
现在呀,你床上的衣服啊,那是你自己的衣服
从昨天下午放到现在呀
都没有说放进衣橱里的
再再来!
你的道理,你以为很有道理哦
你才几岁
十几岁就那么会说道理了
我觉得你那些是强词夺理咯
不要说那么多“道理”,放宽心去帮忙做东西不可以的咩?

呼......看来我是忍很久了
我知道我不是你的谁,只是你的亲戚罢了
也没权利去管你
但是做人要有分寸咯
有书读都不要去读
到时后悔了,没有人会救你的

最后我想说 :

p/s: 你真的无药可救了!!!