Wednesday, December 25, 2013

learning

tell yourself,
learn to not to be selfish
learn to not to be negative
learn to not to be jealousy
learn to not to be sensitive
learn to not to be too care
learn to not to be too "cursy"
learn to not to be emotional
learn to not to be robotic

learn to more positive
learn to be human
learn to be cool
learn to be think more
learn to be one eye closes one ear closes

对于“朋友” 这两个字
不要太介怀
不要放太多感情
不要太过敏感
不要情绪化
不要一直抱怨
打开眼睛看,用心感受
谁才是自己应该多在意的“朋友”
应该多爱护对待的就多爱护
应该支持的就多支持

看开,看开
想通,想通
站在别人的立场想
听听别人的想法

这是,我对自己的告诫
不要做傻瓜
自己拿东西去想,去介意,去付出
因为,某些朋友并不像你那么想那么做
没有东西是100%得到回报的

成长吧






Tuesday, November 26, 2013

忙里偷“嘿”

in class boring, play with my cici XD

p/s: still lost = =

Friday, November 8, 2013

first one, perhaps the only one

i found my like one. :)

pity guy

these three months are not my months.
but also not for lots of people.

broke-up happened in these three months.
i remembered, sept was the month i knew a guy.
that was his emo month, he shared his stories to me.
but until now, this sept, he still not own the month yet.

how pity, a relationship makes himself so pity and painful.
he found me last day, he told me he broke-up with his love again for the third times.
love, difficult to understand.
but, if have the heart i think it not that hard to understand.

long distance relationship, isn't it really hard to chain to?
maybe super long distance yes, but maybe not.
if a relationship just one person to maintain it then maybe yes.

how come he still not "wake up"?
he said still willing to wait her.
for me, i don't think that is love.
that is "blind". he is let the girl lives in his heart, and doesn't even think to "sweep" the girl away.

thrid times broke-up with the same lady.
just can say that, they are playing a game.





Thursday, October 17, 2013

september and october

i wanna give a comment on these two months in my life.
i realized that, these two months is my the most "directionless" months..
tears and moodless all happened in these two months.
of course, now still remain.

since start new sem until now almost over half sem, but still don't know what i'm studying about.
club has no direction
assignments like never finish never end
lecturers like killer

hopeless... haiz... hopeless for my result in this sem..

Wednesday, October 2, 2013

pressured . depressed

these few days, i have been being super duple depressed.
for club, for assignments, for friends.
i don't know why i become like this.
for club, i saw  my members, my friends are being in negative ways.
for assignments like no direction
for friends like all emo

depressed...
sometimes feel like wanna cry loudly, shout it out then kill myself in releasing..

u know what, i found no way to solve my problem..
i really have no idea how to release
talk to someone? can't make it
do something to distract my focus on these stuffs? don't know which way to start
cry? lagi sakit

so, what i should i do?
i'm tired......

Wednesday, September 11, 2013

Back to Uni Life, BUT............

sem 3 sesi 2013/2014
alright, all of us back to uni life; not a good life but SUCK life = =

back to this state actually i didn't feel anything. BUT, since we need to move to new hostel, our life become suck.
no water, no food, far from campus, no line, no wifi, can't see liang moii, liang zaii juniors, no transport, far from super market... all negative negative~

how we gonna survive at there for 2 years leh?
haizzz..... have no idea.........

started last two days ago, few of us need to TAKE BUS to our old hostel to take bath.. see?! pity right?

FUTHERMORE, start new sem start "new life". our life needs busy than before..our timetable, suppose; Kelantan Friday and Saturday is off day. Means that, is Friday and Saturday is weekend. Now, major of us have to study during these two days. AND unfortunately, my timetable sudah kena.. how to arrange also can't avoid.. 7 DAYS classes... susah do event susah to live our life...


one word to tell my mood now : SIGH......................... T^T

Sunday, August 25, 2013

kenduri, open house 直落!

two couples wedding in the same day and same time!

it was my friend's elder sister (red theme) and his cousin sister's (peach theme) big day!
we've been invited to attend the event
the first time i attend two couples wedding event so far
it was so so so so happening and lots of people
until there're not enough seats to sit
haha

wish they'll live happily ever after like fairy tales, sincerely 

p/s: thank you Mr. Alif Farhan invites us to present the big day for enjoying the happiness of ur sister's and cousin sister's  


well actually,
it was a hot day and super nice day
but
the "nice" weather spoiled my make-up and hair = =
whatever la..
but still happy!
haha



Saturday, August 24, 2013

我决定了!


wish to be like this?
lol
too skinny
at least more slimmer than now..XD
(actually wish to buy this kind of skinny pants :3)

now i wanna say
next sem must go to gym often!
to keep myself healthier and stronger!
ush ush!

Thursday, August 22, 2013

Raya Moments!





well, will miss these moments very much
once a year~
once again Selamat Hari Raya 
love you guys and girls!


Monday, August 19, 2013

Your life is on your hand








You know what
when you've given born
there are lots of challenges waiting for you to explore

But,

When you facing failure during you're living your life
don't give up or even be negative minded

 Must believe that everything still under your control
nothing is impossible to be solved
instead, you need to be positive and strong enough

Even you facing the worst situation in front of you
even you facing the worst person in front of you
even you having the worst things holding on your hands

Just face it positively; use it wisely, smartly; and communicate nicely, friendly
then those all things, creatures, humans will become you "partners" to help you grow up and be strong

 ....

Human,
When you living,
don't forget to pray but not to curse

When you living,
don't forget to believe in faith but not  to upset everthing

When you living,
don't forget to be loved but not to hate eveything

When you living,
don't forget to in mind of peace but not to in mind of anger

....

Make it in mind,

To make your life wonderful
just smile and laugh loudly however you wanted

To make your life wonderful
just do whatever that you won't feel regret
make it no regret

Your life is on your hand
Your future is depend on yourselves

:)



Sunday, August 18, 2013

kao liese bubble hair color

yoyoyo~ u know what, i just tried something new! haha

tata! 
brand : kao liese
color : antique rose (alil bit wine purple color but dark one)
price : RM 38.90

actually recently i wish to cut my hair short and dye my hair purple.. but afraid my parent can't accept.. so, i still keeping my hair and i dye a dark purple XD ( lol... mengarut =..= )

nah, actually this quite easy to coloring our hair..
u just need to squeeze the bubble and then apply it on ur hair and then massage ur hair like u washing ur hair.. see! easy right?! ngeeee
  
err..... recommended if u wanna save money, save time and love to dye hair by urself XD
well it uses around 20 - 30 minutes for coloring.. :)
but, when applying don't forget to "breath" yea~ haha ( got alil bit smelly coz of the alcohol smell, but is just applying ny la... after that won't be too smelly dy) XD

here's the way u apply :



 after 30 minutes.......

zan zang!!
got different hor?

actually true picture is quite difficult to see, but in real life, my hair is red-der than in picture.

hope u guys will enjoy it! XD





Selamat Hari Raya

Though been few days ago the raya has begun..
But still in mood raya! XD





Selamat Hari Raya 2013 

Friday, June 21, 2013

one year

one year finished 3 more years to go..
and I'M HOME!!! haha
hey, what's up girls and guys... sorry for waiting so long...
coz these few days when i back to my home, my home line tarak so can't online ar... that's why took so long only can update my blog..
nah... here comes i have 2 months long holiday to slowly slowly spend..haha
one year finished ady, let's fresh back what i had done so far...
study-events, study-travels, and study-meet friends..

one year over, i would love to thank all my friends who accompany me lots in uni..
especially my besties~
next sem we will move to other hostel luu... u know what, i'll miss my ex-hostel very very much...
perhaps, everything's gonna be alright next sem.. amin, amen, amithaba.....

p/s: gonna tell u guys a special good news soon :3 stay tuned! :目

love my firends, my life 

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

Dancing days

for the event, we practiced this!

bwala mr. simple simple simple~ XD
almost a month we practiced this and i hope that we can do the best let ah gong see!! Let's make him proud girls!! :3

call me michael spin XD

twin michael? endao leh~

can i ss? hahaaXD 帅爆啦!

p/s: thank you abang and ah xian train us and let us have to dream to keep fit ;p Love you two ya!
unni~ saranghae 

End of April

i'm home~
finally have the time to update my blog
this april really busy like hell...
back from holiday jek, terus had the midterms then assignments gao gao plus functions sibeh gao...
gao til no time to sleep.... *panda-eyes

okay, this update i'm not just wanna complain this and that..is just wanna tell that how full my life is! XD
and this post i wish to share my holiday during to jahor and melaka :)

what i did in johor and melaka is - walk walk walk, eat eat eat and shop shop shop XD

lots of fun with those girls..
first day, we went to batu pahat first.
we stayed at crystal house for three, four days like that then crystal had brought us to lots places to eat, walk and shop.


jia choosing food ;p
curi curi capture again XD

my monkey sensitive with camera XD



my dinner that night

the first dinner : japanese food XD
the first entertainment : movie!! G. I Joe II

until midnight only go back.. syiok!

the next day : touch fish, swimming and shopping!
soup favor

tomyam favor


and gan lao :3
breakfast : mian fen gao 面粉糕
johor's famous food there..
hmm....ok ok la, to be honest, my mom eh lagi sedap ;p

after that, we went to touch fish!
the famous temple in batu pahat
lots ppl went there must go there
帝王鱼, ppl said touch it u buy what will kena what
and is true! but we din bought if not our number would get second prize dy

three lil kitties waiting for the big fish..hehe

oh! the big fish comes!

fast fast touch! ;p

and of course, before touch fish we pray first and there lot gods there :3
get bao you bao you....

then we tried makan the snack there
is ubi kayu bobia..quite special


use nai zui feed fish ==
what a strategy to earn money

before leaving took a picture!

evening swimming session!
finally we went to swimming == (what so finally?)
coz monkey askd for many many many many times dy
so FINALLY lor..haha


but hot weather go swimming really very syiok XD
had fun!

night, aunty prepared dinner for us so gamdong~ 
thank you aunty again m(_ _)m
then shopping!
i very good girl oo, din buy anything..hehe

when back we saw this!
MCB - chee hui's 口头禅 =.=

after that, midnight we went lim teh,
this cafe has a cute name
wallpaper
and it sells cakes and desserts
that night we went got lots ppl lim teh there oo



the third day : date with sing jie and pei jun ; temple, sing K and steamboat bbq :3








we wait for sing jie really long lor...
while waiting we jalan jalan in the temple then sat here
i remember crystal and i sang a lot song here
sang until monkey also felt annoying XD 

in K room
i found this cute toy shows inside there
so cute nia >///<
after finished we go makan wantan mee
only then we go shopping again
but then we din shop la
we just jalan jalan nia

摩天轮 in the shopping mall
small one

this! batmonkey XD

my monkey so cute nia when she's in long hair
hehehe

tired dy decided to have hi tea (ceh~) in old town
actually is wanna use the coupons la..
after that we went watch movie again! 
we watched The Croods :3 
nice cartoon neh~

night, we had our dinner here :3



kenyang kenyang~ <3 p="">

the forth day : from batu pahat to muar....

bought ticket but missed the bus then take a public bus to muar.. experience.. 
reach muar almost evening dy.. janny took us to a small shopping mall to have a small lunch - sushi king ==
jia wanted...then we jalan jalan awhile and i bought this! the black one on my ear..hehe...i wanted it for long time dy, let found it in johor.. ma buy luu.... similar like monkey one oo... love it <3 p="">
after that, reach home.... janny's mummy so cute~ hahaa...she served us with beer leh~ luckily.. we all can drink alil bit..haha








night, mid night...
we went out lim teh..
mo li dian zi, like chatime
we sat there for an hours chit chat here chit chat there then only left there


then janny brought us to their tanjung
is a place suit for every couple for dating
got romantic feel but also horrible feel ;p (weii! just too dark nia la...)

the fifth day : malacca one day trip :3







our breakfast : bah kut teh~
super yummy with yam rice
then we heading to malacca with ah peng and pei jun plus ah zhung






yeah~ reach there met up with ah zhong
 then we have our tea at starbuck then jalan jalan awhile
went to buy movie ticket : Ah boys to men 2
funny movie..hehe
then ah zhong brought us to jalan jalan at 古城门,jokerwalk street and red house street



















they still buy toto tim~ XD

finished dy went to mahkota parade jalan jalan awhile only go makan



p/s: i jang siu siu lost my wallet in here...remember until now..huhuu


then! this~ i love this berry berry much!
sate lok lok XD
malacca very famous eh, and we ate sibeh lot lor...
very nice!

the sixth day : actually i'm not sure what we doing this day XD 
just knew that we all were tired after "struggled" hanging out and there..





camwhore before cut our hair.  ;p

after cut? (lol.... not much different pun~ ><)

and the final day in muar + melaka

i have no more pictures to show but i can tell..hahaa..
maybe i have missed out some scenes.. well, actually we also went to tangkak to see a celebration of gods..got lots of ppl there... lala muii, lala zai and lala aunties, lala uncle XD had seen 24 drums, lion dragon dance and of course 花车游街.. super enjoy..have long time didn't join this kind of event dy...after that, we went lim teh again.. at night, monkey, janny and jia somemre started mabuk at night =.='' i just drank one can la then terus lamdai XD

after that last trip we went to melaka again to watch the last movie : 忠烈杨家将
then makan 千层蛋糕 (quite expensive :/), night we went to jonker walk again jalan their pasar malam..at night there super lots ppl lor...got alot angmo lang there too~ we bought many souvenirs leh~ bought for our beloveds.. :3 then went dinner and then go back to pack things..

the next day, before go back monkey and i went cut our hair then evening like that janny;s mama had prepared a super big dinner for us..haha..thank you auntie! finished dinner go to bus stop gonna leave johor and melaka and back to kelantan..

these are my holidays of mid sem break..haha...super have fun, super funny, super enjoy, and super tired! but i miss it :3

p/s: hope can go there again luu~ <3 p="">