one night "kill" two guys

that's why i say myself is a cruel girl
in one night i've been "killing" two guys
one is my good friend, another one is my neighbor while childhood
sometimes realized, feeling the kind of thing really cruel
it can reject all the things u don't want
or accept all the things u wanted more

sorry guys,
i really feel sad when i talked like that
but, have no choice
i have to tell my true feeling to u guys
if not, i will be cruel to myself

p/s: we still friends :)