white dress

today i went shopping wif chai shin...
she tried some cloths..finally she wore a white dress made me think nonsense...
white dress..
for me is a beautiful color...
god...sudah start dah spin nie...
ok...
later i will stop k...juz let me mengarut awhile har...

white dress..
makes me imagine that it is a wedding dress..
hey girls.
do u ever imagine that ur future wedding dress??
i got..
i imagine that..
it is a pure white long dress..
doesn't have any bling bling n laces..
juz feathers..i love feathers...
juz a simple beautiful fashion wedding dress...
fit my body ship..
n of coz tat time my body shape shud b perfect la..
wif all the beautiful flowers

juz a simple n lovely wedding...

i'm fatty spin...NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.......

yeeeee...i dun wan lor~~
i fat jor...
yesterday my sis say my face becum rounder...
yeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
arggggghhhhh!!!!
cant accept it!
urgggghhh....

finally...

namo ami toba.....

jesus christ..

owh mariah...

lao tian yea~

plzzz...juz let me use the 'NEW'phone for few years..
plz dun b got problem again!!
plzzzzzz~~~

fine..

ok..she ffg again...==
i juz stay at home read my novels n comics...><##

please giv me hope~~plzzzzz~~~~~

owhh...
urgghh...jie u fang me fei gei got few weeks dy~~
plzzz giv me hope tonite~~yeeeee...
i really vry sien at home la...i can feel mushroom growing on my head dy...
plz...dun ffg again...>____<'''

寂寞

说真的
我
已经开始寂寞了
....

是不甘寂寞吗？
看着别人双双对对会羡慕的
寂寞
真的蛮难受的..
真得不好受...

short hair n long hair

u knw wat...i think bout wanna cut my hair again...
but i'm still tahan-ing...
hmmm...
if wanna compare...
i love short hair the most..
i even think wanna b a T..
errmm...its pass time la..not nw...
(dun misunderstand yea)
sometimes i think...y i'm a girl not a guy?
n y the world bcum terbalik leh??
girls wanna b guy den change to b T
guys wanna b girls den change to b agua...
err...if got anny words hurt u plz forgive me k...dun shoot me at my back..
hahahaa...juz..童言无忌呀...

i love short hair its juz bcoz can mke style..
like using wax??hahahaa...actually i got many of waxes n sprays..but nw like mushroom place at the same place din move..
yea...i knw its bazir..but wat can i do...my hair bcum longer..rite??not my fault..
den nw evrytime i look my hair on the mirror...lol it looks like..........
terrible.horrible n...ewwww~
arggghh....like penyapu u knw~ aww..>__________<

when i'm in short hair

like a guy huh??

haha

 

ok...

tis my hair nw..

funny rite??

uurgghh...

>____<'''

so...i'm really nid a hair cut...but i knw not nw...nw it not the time.....

so i'm still waiting..

p/s:still missing you

i mau nyanyi!!!!!!!

sing k sing k sing k sing k sing k sing k!!!!!!!!!!!

arrrggghhhhh!!!! i'm going to crazy juz bcoz my sis din tke me go sing k!!!!!!!

help!! help!! help!!

快要...........彻底.........

说真的.
我蛮久没再找他了..
也不知道他怎么了..
是因为开始忘记他了吗?
或许吧....
无论如何
我会把头发留长
然后再剪了以作决定

决定确定
已经把你彻底忘记

p/s:still missing you

    n keeping you in my memories..

the longest movie i ever watched

ok....i juz watched a movie..
the longest movie i ever watched....3 hours..long long story...
titanic...

yep...
u knw wat...nw onli i watched tis movie..
coz..b4 tat i'm not really like tat stuff of movie..
titanic either..hahaaa
ya...as usuall..
i cried..
cried sadly..

it makes me knw wat a true love is...
the woman..an old woman who still alive after the crush of the titanic ship ----Rose(Kate Winslet)
100+ year-old was still remember her true love.she was a lovely but doest like rules young lady with n the heart of the ocean,the necklace  from her fiancee(a bad fiancee ==''')

jack---Leonardo DiCaprio,the young man who from america who won the tickets from poker n the tickets make the young couple met.an artist..he drew lots of beautiful life draws.

i love tis dialog...:"u jump,i jump.."
n i omost remembered the scence tat they on the sharp of the ship..
enjoy the wind..enjoy the moment..n they kissed

titanic

 

i really do like tis section..

awww...

i really love tis pic~

jack..u awsome~

waaahhh!!

wahhhh!!
my body like kena boomed...
explo yesterday like hell..
walked for whole day!!
sweat for whole day~

syiok!!!!!!

p/s:still missing you..

surprise..^^

yea...surprise..
i got a msg from him leh~~wah..
happy douuu~~~
heheheheee
him: spin spin~~
me: yee??
.........
............
..............
n den suddenly he stopped rply my msg...
although got abit sad...err..ok la...not juz alil bit la...alot...
haiz......
dunno he how...
got feel better onot?
got miss me onot....
dunno........
haizz.....

p/s:still missing you..

     hope you everything okay..i prayed...

lalalalallaaaa....

holiday lor....
boring at home...
n still got assignments to do...
i already knew my pointer...
it was....damn!!
haizz....
next year should get more harder..
hahahaaa..
good luck spin!!
^^

梦

第六次了...
真搞不懂
为什么我又会在梦见你呢？
这次梦到跟你一起参加喜酒会...
梦到你对你女人的执著..

我在梦里是心痛的..
很心痛
为什么我明知道你这么爱她
我却对你还是一样的心情

这是梦得最痛的一次..
真得好想你.....

p/s:dreamed bout you

    still missing you

badminton..

wah...
juz nw i went play badminton wif my sis..
lol...
damn tired nw..=='''
old dy huh??
huhuhuuu..
we played 4 games..
the 1st two games i won..
hahaha..

21-19

21-18

the last two games my sis won

26-24

25-23

see...i'm geng leh~~hahahaa..
really la...
playing single really tired wan..
nxt week hope acap yunus n chai shin will come den can play double dy...
lol ==

exam papers.....=='''

juz got those exam paper back...
lol...like "tuuuutttttt"
really "c" lor...
yeeeeerrrrr....
i juz hope my pointer can get 3.00..
but.. i think cant..
hope nxt year will b get better n better...
WONG CHAI SHIN!!!!
i wan u teach me stdy~
T^T


p/s:still missing you

hmmmm.......school time...

school time juz left 2 days actually...
u knw wat...i' going to miss those months tat had passed...
really....
hmm.

let see...
jan..
i'm in PLKN segari..
i'm became a wirawati keseluruhan..
knew new frens...
wah....really..really miss tat times....^^

feb...
chinese new year???
ok la...i really frgot jor..but...
i remember tat the 1st time i'm celebrating CNY wif dark healthy skin..
heheheheee..

mac
hmmm....
got abit forgot dy...
but i still remember tat the last day time we in PLKN segari....
thankx KJ...
thanks government let us can join tis program..
let me knew a lots of good friends n best friends...

aprl
started waiting to face new life...
school life...

may
i suddenly bcum famous in the school..
SMK SG CHOH
hahaaa...
actually i quite like the ex-principle de..
but she so fast wanna move to another school dy...

jun
my birthday??
hahahaaa...yea..my month..
actually i dun like my birthday..coz it juz let me think some bad thngs..

july
july.....totally forget..

aug......
i met him...
i knw him...n
like him

sept..
the most saddest month for me..
evryday n nite..
crying...
tears....
heartache..
dreaming...
jealousing..
n...
love....

oct..
started clearly knw i'm really fall in love..
a sad love..

started knew love..
wanted my hair long
started learning forget...
n till.........

nov....
nearly end of nov...
going to holiday..
n till nw...
still learning to forget..
learning to put him down..
but..

i know.. its impossible b happen..

i knew i wont forget him..

wont........

p/s: still missing you..

沉闷

很烦闷

　想你想到快疯了!!!!

10.11.2010

see the date...

hmm...

the year almost going to end........

dunno y...

feel...mm seh dak.....

mm seh dak for the memory of this year.....

feel like very fast forget them......

watever la...forget bout it.....

hmm...today i went to redo my account book..

lol...memang vry mafan wan lor...

haizz....but hou choi...

juz awhile jek..

hahahaa...but oso very syiok.. coz i tumbang acap's motor..

hahahahaaa....geng song ar!!!! wuhoooooo~~ ^0^

kakakakaaa...anywhre..thankx acap...sayang awk~~heheheee..

and then...we went to haikal house...

honestly...his house really vry big wan lor...

i like his mom landscape...hehehee..

i took jor many pic..feel vry puas..wah~

damn cantik!! Ov< i like it!!

 

wong..

wah...posing wor..

kakakakakaXD

 

 

 a little garden of haikal 2nd house...

 cute flower...

little yellow flower..

suit to acap la..

haha

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the second house of haikal...mm.

i juz knw it juz for rent..

one thing..

the house is awsome!!

nnnn!!

the paiting pictures are nice too..

ishak...nampak gengster tuh..huhuu

xundi awk kang..

hehehe

(gurau ye..;p)

 feeling.. :)

 wat u feel in tis pic??

 i like tis pic...

 lol..

the most feeling pic..

i love it!!

 mira n edi..

 i like tis plant..

cute..~

i like the plant

coz look like autumn..

......................................

tats all for today..

^^

想你

整晚在床上转来转去

就是睡不着

想你了

很想很想你

好久好久.....

好久好久...
好久好久没熬夜了...

昨晚
不能睡
想起之前
熬夜就为了想要跟你聊天
像个傻瓜这样
但是
这傻瓜我当得蛮乐意的
想不通

昨晚不知道为什么
很累很累
但竟然失眠了

活了18年第一次失眠
真得想不通
满脑子都是你
都是你的照片
都是你的字句


中毒甚深呐............

holiday??

5 days holidays...
sien....
so will easily think nonsense...==

dunno y..tis few days vry miss him..
hmm...
but my mood feel nothg..

watever la...
juz read his blog..
hmm...
nw he backed to hospital ady..
but look..
he quite semangat..
den i feel better...

hope u feel more better..
i prayed.............




p/s: still missing you..

hmmm...

happy or unhappy??

spin lim wat happen to u huh?

sudah crazy kah???

haiz.......

i oso dunno....

two days...i got a phone from my adik angkat..

he told me got ppl wan sign him as singer...

den this morning...he din sleep den called me again..

said tat dunno how to do his decisions...

singer..pub singer or...

haiz....

now i oso dunno how to help him...

someone can help me??

no-one..di ar di...juz think deeply lor...

anywhre i will support u..k??

b4 exam...i suddenly miss him...

juz nw i open his blog..

hmm...miss him again..

but feel pity..

my heart like got somethg pressing me...

hmmm...

i was thinking...is he still remember me??

or........not...

is he still knw who am i?

is he still remember me tat i was told him i like him before?

i think not....

cause he juz remember tat girl..

y not me? juz can said its fate...

feel pity....

i was like dreaming hope tat he still can remember me...

i was like dreaming tat he still knw me...

but its all still my dreaming

p/s: when i'm gonna stop missing you

      ..still missing you