"A's" are gone

recently just finished our trial..
and now,i already had 2 papers on hand which are PA and Econ..
and i can feel that my PP is very worse..
how come huh?
i have no family problem,
have no friends problems
no boyfriend...
but still have to see mood to study..force myself study..
but then i don't have any problem!!!
okay, it seems like self problem happened at me...
i think i feel too scare or too pressure hen makes me don't want to study..
i hate like this....
i said it before that i really felt the pressure came on me...
but then i don't like F6,but why i still feel pressure that wanna get an A for my exam?
or even think that just get a good result to continue degree in local uni...
but that's not my plan!!!
that's my mom plan, not mine....

sometimes, really think that wanna do something stupid to forget about the feelings...
but, now i can't prevent it anymore... just surrender, let it comes to me..
ok, STPM!!! U COME LA!! I DON'T SCARE YOU ANYMORE!!

confident! please come back to me... i really really super duper need you now!!
i wanna make acap's dream change me become the one of the best student too!!! not only mira, wcs and ishak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




p/s : i'm emotional now....just feel wanna cry and find my confident back...


damn hate!

oh gosh! i need $$

i realized that, my money all spent on the make-up stuffs lor..
then now i still wanna waste my money on these again...
wuwuwuuu...P.K ady lor~~~~

T^T

which one leh?

haiyaaa...headache lor headache lor~
weddingdinner don't wanna prepare which type of the make-up leh..
have anyone give me a hint?
huhuuu...
recently, i found a blogger that teaches us how to make-up with different events..
hope she can help me la.. huuhuu...

like the colours!
link(p/s: in chinese) : http://www.wretch.cc/blog/hehehaha1989/10991381

of course not this one

hehee

this one is i simply apply geh

errrr.

quite scary =.='''

belated raya's pictures!

hahahaaa...so sorry guys...especially alip..
lol...too lazy to on pc meh...that's why so late only upload those pictures that we took when raya..hehee...maap maap!! :)

ok.....lets see what we've got in the raya 2011 leh... the first time i've got my own baju kurung leh~
specially for the raya XD

hahaa

bought this before raya la of course

yeppy! blue des!

nice ma nice ma?

laling chose for me wan leh

heheee

:D

then..............the first raya : if not mistaken we already went to 4 house in one day...heheee

 the first house was to pn halezza house

hahaa

seriously her nasi lemak memang number 1!!!

*peace :)

then we went to amir's and qairol's house

but i didn't take any pictures...

sorry

then we went to taufik's house

lol!!!

his house damn far one lor...=.='''

but luckily we found his house

hahaa

here's our new president

muhammad taufik!

then the second raya.............
before going raya, i ma busy finding baju ban leng leng...hehee...

 here's the matching tees i got~

nice? hahaa...

looked young (SS pulak~ XD)

the second picture

took it in toilet

hahaaa

XD

..........the next day.........

the way we waiting gdah to acap's house

peace :)

alif and i

like "couple" ?

hahaaa

kiding! ;)

the chair in acap's house

ok!

seriously

the first time i met his elderst sister

hahaa..

she so cute!

but that day she busy help her mom cooking so didn't take picture with her

hmmm

*regret-ing

and! and! and!

the food was sooooooooooooooooooo damn nice!

*thumb up! yijibang! XD

then we went to daus's house (mr. sebu) in sg buaya

hmm

but that time not feel so good cause i got a phone call that made me feeling bad 

=.='''

forget bout it!

btw,thanks to daus and sorry :)

after that we went to teacher suriana's house

her house is so beautiful and morden!

love it

heheee

then of course we must took some pictures!

the mr hottie mr. alif with my big spec

XD

i love this pic so so so so much!

got feel!

hahaa

after that all of them came out and shout:

kita pun nk masuk!!!

then took pictures together

cute

this one also nice!

then i also masuk

hahaa

lol

my leg so big!!!

>x<'''

ok

the sexiest picture that day

lol..

i feel that i can become a photographer dy

do you agree with me?

hehee

(leave comments!)

inside the house 

all sitting in front of the TV

watching the sepak takraw

nampak dah makan semua duduk tengak TV

hehee

from side

look at ishak!

he sits like he's in own house =.=

fauzul also

huhuuu

sorry teacher :D

this picture like one big family

hahaa

love it!

hey! don't think that already finish...not yet man! hahaa... continue-continue~

the  Thursday of  trial weeks....raya in school

alalalalaaa

sweetnye~

hahaaa

(actually whose scarf is it? )

hahaa

dharmen wearing sokong

looks like malay ady

purple qairol :)

*peace

this one looked sweet

nad and qairrol

(but they just friend ok..)

lol

acap looks like Arabian =.=

acap and me

look at acap tummy!!

hahahaa XD

okay,this time really last ady..*phewww

so many pictures.. hahaa..hope you enjoy them!  ♥

confusing then clear

说真的，我不知道我还在犹豫什么
老实说，我到底对他有没有感觉的呢?
有吧...只是不是那种感觉
对他的宠爱，我想也只是当他是家人吧
或许会伤害到他...不过不想欺骗自己，也不想欺骗他。

对你真的只剩家人了。

p/s : 清楚的感觉，对大家都好...

met him again!!

walaowehh!! i thought that we won't meet again...
but......unfortunately, we met again...in the same place..unexpectedly too bad..
duh~ hahaaa..
ok la....but this time he was with his friends i think...though he didn't talk to me..but his eyes always look at me...
guai bu zi zai dii...huhuhuuu
i never thought that he still remembered me leh...because his eyes just watched me on that time, i guess he still remembered me gua and i very remembered the moment his friends made me feel shame..hahaa...XD

hey mr. i still don't know your name yet leh....hmm...i don't mind we make a friend ^^

mr. u make me feel crazy! hehee...
got fate meet again nah ~ tata

september

it is almost one year...
now is very very seldom to find him
i think i already put "him" down... :)
it is a good news for me though is hard to imagine..almost one year..huhuuu
hmm...
but sometimes also will miss him geh..hahaa...but just miss nothing else.. ;p
but i do remember what i'd done a promise to myself.. 10 years? hmm...maybe not enough ten years i will "fly" there and find you "yam cha"~ ahahahaaa..seriously! i will do that!! hehee...

refresh back.. hmmm...i really don't know why i could to that because of a guy that far away from me and country...it is just because of fate and feelings.... can i say that it was my first love? hmmm... i don't think so..huhuhuu...it was my heart's "first love" :')

miss you and good bye Mr. S
and i will say hello to you when we meet and give you a big big big big hugssss..hahaa..
hope that ur girl won't feel jealous la..  hahaaa.. (evil big laugh XD)

SHITTT!!!!!!!

trial papers like shittt!!!! especially paper muet and pa!!
go die better!!!!

忙里偷闲 ;)

eh....我最近有个奇怪的想法
就是........嘿嘿嘿, 想当模特儿啦...
很好笑hor? 没事想当模特儿真的吃饱太撑没事做....
huhuuu...不过这胡思乱想还蛮想真的实现的..
嘻嘻... ;D

让大家看看我朋友当模特儿的照片。请注意你们的口水哟~

她真的超瘦的，羡慕-ing... @v@
得空问问看她怎样减肥的..