learning

tell yourself,
learn to not to be selfish
learn to not to be negative
learn to not to be jealousy
learn to not to be sensitive
learn to not to be too care
learn to not to be too "cursy"
learn to not to be emotional
learn to not to be robotic

learn to more positive
learn to be human
learn to be cool
learn to be think more
learn to be one eye closes one ear closes

对于“朋友” 这两个字
不要太介怀
不要放太多感情
不要太过敏感
不要情绪化
不要一直抱怨
打开眼睛看，用心感受
谁才是自己应该多在意的“朋友”
应该多爱护对待的就多爱护
应该支持的就多支持

看开，看开
想通，想通
站在别人的立场想
听听别人的想法

这是，我对自己的告诫
不要做傻瓜
自己拿东西去想，去介意，去付出
因为，某些朋友并不像你那么想那么做
没有东西是100%得到回报的

成长吧

忙里偷“嘿”

in class boring, play with my cici XD

p/s: still lost = =

first one, perhaps the only one

i found my like one. :)

pity guy

these three months are not my months.
but also not for lots of people.

broke-up happened in these three months.
i remembered, sept was the month i knew a guy.
that was his emo month, he shared his stories to me.
but until now, this sept, he still not own the month yet.

how pity, a relationship makes himself so pity and painful.
he found me last day, he told me he broke-up with his love again for the third times.
love, difficult to understand.
but, if have the heart i think it not that hard to understand.

long distance relationship, isn't it really hard to chain to?
maybe super long distance yes, but maybe not.
if a relationship just one person to maintain it then maybe yes.

how come he still not "wake up"?
he said still willing to wait her.
for me, i don't think that is love.
that is "blind". he is let the girl lives in his heart, and doesn't even think to "sweep" the girl away.

thrid times broke-up with the same lady.
just can say that, they are playing a game.

september and october

i wanna give a comment on these two months in my life.
i realized that, these two months is my the most "directionless" months..
tears and moodless all happened in these two months.
of course, now still remain.

since start new sem until now almost over half sem, but still don't know what i'm studying about.
club has no direction
assignments like never finish never end
lecturers like killer

hopeless... haiz... hopeless for my result in this sem..

pressured . depressed

these few days, i have been being super duple depressed.
for club, for assignments, for friends.
i don't know why i become like this.
for club, i saw  my members, my friends are being in negative ways.
for assignments like no direction
for friends like all emo

depressed...
sometimes feel like wanna cry loudly, shout it out then kill myself in releasing..

u know what, i found no way to solve my problem..
i really have no idea how to release
talk to someone? can't make it
do something to distract my focus on these stuffs? don't know which way to start
cry? lagi sakit

so, what i should i do?
i'm tired......

Back to Uni Life, BUT............

sem 3 sesi 2013/2014
alright, all of us back to uni life; not a good life but SUCK life = =

back to this state actually i didn't feel anything. BUT, since we need to move to new hostel, our life become suck.
no water, no food, far from campus, no line, no wifi, can't see liang moii, liang zaii juniors, no transport, far from super market... all negative negative~

how we gonna survive at there for 2 years leh?
haizzz..... have no idea.........

started last two days ago, few of us need to TAKE BUS to our old hostel to take bath.. see?! pity right?

FUTHERMORE, start new sem start "new life". our life needs busy than before..our timetable, suppose; Kelantan Friday and Saturday is off day. Means that, is Friday and Saturday is weekend. Now, major of us have to study during these two days. AND unfortunately, my timetable sudah kena.. how to arrange also can't avoid.. 7 DAYS classes... susah do event susah to live our life...


one word to tell my mood now : SIGH......................... T^T

kenduri, open house 直落！

two couples wedding in the same day and same time!

it was my friend's elder sister (red theme) and his cousin sister's (peach theme) big day!

we've been invited to attend the event

the first time i attend two couples wedding event so far

it was so so so so happening and lots of people

until there're not enough seats to sit

haha

wish they'll live happily ever after like fairy tales, sincerely ♥

p/s: thank you Mr. Alif Farhan invites us to present the big day for enjoying the happiness of ur sister's and cousin sister's ♥ 

well actually,

it was a hot day and super nice day

but

the "nice" weather spoiled my make-up and hair = =

whatever la..

but still happy!

haha

我决定了！

wish to be like this?

lol

too skinny

at least more slimmer than now..XD

(actually wish to buy this kind of skinny pants :3)

now i wanna say

next sem must go to gym often!

to keep myself healthier and stronger!

ush ush!

Raya Moments!

well, will miss these moments very much

once a year~

once again Selamat Hari Raya ♥

love you guys and girls!

Your life is on your hand

You know what

when you've given born

there are lots of challenges waiting for you to explore

But,

When you facing failure during you're living your life

don't give up or even be negative minded

 Must believe that everything still under your control

nothing is impossible to be solved

instead, you need to be positive and strong enough

Even you facing the worst situation in front of you

even you facing the worst person in front of you

even you having the worst things holding on your hands

Just face it positively; use it wisely, smartly; and communicate nicely, friendly

then those all things, creatures, humans will become you "partners" to help you grow up and be strong

 ....

Human,

When you living,

don't forget to pray but not to curse

When you living,

don't forget to believe in faith but not  to upset everthing

When you living,

don't forget to be loved but not to hate eveything

When you living,

don't forget to in mind of peace but not to in mind of anger

....

Make it in mind,

To make your life wonderful

just smile and laugh loudly however you wanted

To make your life wonderful

just do whatever that you won't feel regret

make it no regret

Your life is on your hand

Your future is depend on yourselves

:)

kao liese bubble hair color

yoyoyo~ u know what, i just tried something new! haha

tata! 

brand : kao liese

color : antique rose (alil bit wine purple color but dark one)

price : RM 38.90

actually recently i wish to cut my hair short and dye my hair purple.. but afraid my parent can't accept.. so, i still keeping my hair and i dye a dark purple XD ( lol... mengarut =..= )

nah, actually this quite easy to coloring our hair..

u just need to squeeze the bubble and then apply it on ur hair and then massage ur hair like u washing ur hair.. see! easy right?! ngeeee

  

err..... recommended if u wanna save money, save time and love to dye hair by urself XD
well it uses around 20 - 30 minutes for coloring.. :)
but, when applying don't forget to "breath" yea~ haha ( got alil bit smelly coz of the alcohol smell, but is just applying ny la... after that won't be too smelly dy) XD

here's the way u apply :

 after 30 minutes.......

zan zang!!

got different hor?

actually true picture is quite difficult to see, but in real life, my hair is red-der than in picture.

hope u guys will enjoy it! XD

Selamat Hari Raya

Though been few days ago the raya has begun..
But still in mood raya! XD

Selamat Hari Raya 2013 

one year

one year finished 3 more years to go..
and I'M HOME!!! haha
hey, what's up girls and guys... sorry for waiting so long...
coz these few days when i back to my home, my home line tarak so can't online ar... that's why took so long only can update my blog..
nah... here comes i have 2 months long holiday to slowly slowly spend..haha
one year finished ady, let's fresh back what i had done so far...
study-events, study-travels, and study-meet friends..

one year over, i would love to thank all my friends who accompany me lots in uni..
especially my besties~
next sem we will move to other hostel luu... u know what, i'll miss my ex-hostel very very much...
perhaps, everything's gonna be alright next sem.. amin, amen, amithaba.....

p/s: gonna tell u guys a special good news soon :3 stay tuned! :目

love my firends, my life ♥

Dancing days

for the event, we practiced this!

bwala mr. simple simple simple~ XD
almost a month we practiced this and i hope that we can do the best let ah gong see!! Let's make him proud girls!! :3

call me michael spin XD

twin michael? endao leh~

can i ss? hahaaXD 帅爆啦！

p/s: thank you abang and ah xian train us and let us have to dream to keep fit ;p Love you two ya!

unni~ saranghae ♥

End of April

i'm home~
finally have the time to update my blog
this april really busy like hell...
back from holiday jek, terus had the midterms then assignments gao gao plus functions sibeh gao...
gao til no time to sleep.... *panda-eyes

okay, this update i'm not just wanna complain this and that..is just wanna tell that how full my life is! XD
and this post i wish to share my holiday during to jahor and melaka :)

what i did in johor and melaka is - walk walk walk, eat eat eat and shop shop shop XD

lots of fun with those girls..
first day, we went to batu pahat first.
we stayed at crystal house for three, four days like that then crystal had brought us to lots places to eat, walk and shop.

jia choosing food ;p

curi curi capture again XD

my monkey sensitive with camera XD

my dinner that night

the first dinner : japanese food XD

the first entertainment : movie!! G. I Joe II

until midnight only go back.. syiok!

the next day : touch fish, swimming and shopping!

soup favor

tomyam favor

and gan lao :3

breakfast : mian fen gao 面粉糕

johor's famous food there..

hmm....ok ok la, to be honest, my mom eh lagi sedap ;p

after that, we went to touch fish!

the famous temple in batu pahat

lots ppl went there must go there

帝王鱼, ppl said touch it u buy what will kena what

and is true! but we din bought if not our number would get second prize dy

three lil kitties waiting for the big fish..hehe

oh! the big fish comes!

fast fast touch! ;p

and of course, before touch fish we pray first and there lot gods there :3

get bao you bao you....

then we tried makan the snack there

is ubi kayu bobia..quite special

use nai zui feed fish ==

what a strategy to earn money

before leaving took a picture!

evening swimming session!

finally we went to swimming == (what so finally?)

coz monkey askd for many many many many times dy

so FINALLY lor..haha

but hot weather go swimming really very syiok XD

had fun!

night, aunty prepared dinner for us so gamdong~ 

thank you aunty again m(_ _)m

then shopping!

i very good girl oo, din buy anything..hehe

when back we saw this!

MCB - chee hui's 口头禅 =.=

after that, midnight we went lim teh,

this cafe has a cute name

wallpaper

and it sells cakes and desserts

that night we went got lots ppl lim teh there oo

the third day : date with sing jie and pei jun ; temple, sing K and steamboat bbq :3

we wait for sing jie really long lor...

while waiting we jalan jalan in the temple then sat here

i remember crystal and i sang a lot song here

sang until monkey also felt annoying XD 

in K room

i found this cute toy shows inside there

so cute nia >///<

after finished we go makan wantan mee

only then we go shopping again

but then we din shop la

we just jalan jalan nia

摩天轮 in the shopping mall

small one

this! batmonkey XD

my monkey so cute nia when she's in long hair

hehehe

tired dy decided to have hi tea (ceh~) in old town

actually is wanna use the coupons la..

after that we went watch movie again! 

we watched The Croods :3 

nice cartoon neh~

night, we had our dinner here :3

kenyang kenyang~ <3 p="">

the forth day : from batu pahat to muar....

bought ticket but missed the bus then take a public bus to muar.. experience.. 

reach muar almost evening dy.. janny took us to a small shopping mall to have a small lunch - sushi king ==

jia wanted...then we jalan jalan awhile and i bought this! the black one on my ear..hehe...i wanted it for long time dy, let found it in johor.. ma buy luu.... similar like monkey one oo... love it <3 p="">

after that, reach home.... janny's mummy so cute~ hahaa...she served us with beer leh~ luckily.. we all can drink alil bit..haha

night, mid night...

we went out lim teh..

mo li dian zi, like chatime

we sat there for an hours chit chat here chit chat there then only left there

then janny brought us to their tanjung

is a place suit for every couple for dating

got romantic feel but also horrible feel ;p (weii! just too dark nia la...)

the fifth day : malacca one day trip :3

our breakfast : bah kut teh~

super yummy with yam rice

then we heading to malacca with ah peng and pei jun plus ah zhung

yeah~ reach there met up with ah zhong

 then we have our tea at starbuck then jalan jalan awhile

went to buy movie ticket : Ah boys to men 2

funny movie..hehe

then ah zhong brought us to jalan jalan at 古城门，jokerwalk street and red house street

they still buy toto tim~ XD

finished dy went to mahkota parade jalan jalan awhile only go makan

p/s: i jang siu siu lost my wallet in here...remember until now..huhuu

then! this~ i love this berry berry much!

sate lok lok XD

malacca very famous eh, and we ate sibeh lot lor...

very nice!

the sixth day : actually i'm not sure what we doing this day XD 

just knew that we all were tired after "struggled" hanging out and there..

camwhore before cut our hair.  ;p

after cut? (lol.... not much different pun~ ><)

and the final day in muar + melaka

i have no more pictures to show but i can tell..hahaa..

maybe i have missed out some scenes.. well, actually we also went to tangkak to see a celebration of gods..got lots of ppl there... lala muii, lala zai and lala aunties, lala uncle XD had seen 24 drums, lion dragon dance and of course 花车游街.. super enjoy..have long time didn't join this kind of event dy...after that, we went lim teh again.. at night, monkey, janny and jia somemre started mabuk at night =.='' i just drank one can la then terus lamdai XD

after that last trip we went to melaka again to watch the last movie : 忠烈杨家将

then makan 千层蛋糕 (quite expensive :/), night we went to jonker walk again jalan their pasar malam..at night there super lots ppl lor...got alot angmo lang there too~ we bought many souvenirs leh~ bought for our beloveds.. :3 then went dinner and then go back to pack things..

the next day, before go back monkey and i went cut our hair then evening like that janny;s mama had prepared a super big dinner for us..haha..thank you auntie! finished dinner go to bus stop gonna leave johor and melaka and back to kelantan..

these are my holidays of mid sem break..haha...super have fun, super funny, super enjoy, and super tired! but i miss it :3

p/s: hope can go there again luu~ <3 p="">