driving lesson : Third day

booot booottt!!

oppps

i skipped the second day ady..

never mind i update it here with third day

well

second day 

uncle brought me practice in my housing areas..

he taught me how to control the steering and change gears

and i  did it well

though the car still mati-ed for 4 to 5 times

till the third day i had my driving lesson

uncle brought me to a new driving exam hall near produa factory

he taught me how to do the naik bukit..

okay

i very disappointed with that lesson

i can't do it perfectly

and i saw uncle face with angry though he didn't show it..

i didn't know why i become so blur that day

uncle asked me to catch the stick and made it stay in with equal line with driver side mirror

sometimes i made it but sometimes i couldn't make it!

this makes me so frust!

i sikit sikit lagi will cry in the car

but i tahan

that day when uncle took me home

in the whole way back home my mood down like hell

haiz...

even now also

i think i'm a stupido :'(

從前

最近

不知道爲什麽

總是

喜歡想回從前

是不是說

我是個念舊的人？

嗯

或許吧

前幾個星期

我總是看回以前的照片

想回以前

就會讓我

沉溺在

從前的時光

奇怪了

我是老了嗎

怎麼總是想回以前呀

哎

回憶呀

你讓我痛苦了

p/s : i'm not emotional

我不哭

我討厭愛哭的我

或許

生病讓我變脆弱了

也許

病好了

一切就會

回到原點

夢見你

好久好久

沒見你了耶

但夢裡的你

把我弄哭了

想當初

每天晚上

我都會拿著電話

看著當電話屏幕照片的你發呆的

看著看著就會睡著

就是想說要在睡夢中看到你

可當時怎樣夢也夢不到

直到前天的晚上

我

終於

在我的夢裡

看到你的臉了

現在算來

我們都有兩年沒見了

都已經失去聯絡了

當時我以為

我們是兩情相悅的

原來

還是我的一情相愿

怎麼我老是遇到這種事呀？

可憐的我

呵呵

都快三年了

怎麼我現在才夢到你呀

不過

我都不記得我到底夢見什麼了

我只知道

在夢裡的我

是愛著你的

在現實里

當你告訴我

我們只能當朋友是

我雖說沒事

但是

我知道

我的心被你打碎了

在淌血

這是你永遠都不知道的事

我依稀記得

在夢裡的我

因為你而哭

當我醒來的時候

我的眼角都是淚

想要回想夢的情景

卻只能覺得無助

而痛苦

也許

我的愛情

都會是

沒有開花之前

都一定會

枯萎了吧

我不知道

爲什麽我會喜歡上你

可是

你知道嗎

你是我第一個那麼喜歡的男生

driving lesson : First day

boott boottt~

yea!

today is the first day i present the driving class

is a uncle teaches me oo

though not i'd expected is a handsome guy teaches me

haha

anyway

still have a peace noon today

hah!

today uncle very serious to teach me how to drive the car

well 

i thought i will very blur or slow can't make it

but surprised, i made it  

haha

i caught the steering and tried to move the car

though still got alil bit not biasa and the car accidently mati-ed twice

but!

now feel got confident

hope tomorrow can do better than today ya ❤

如果。

你知道嗎

這世界的如果

都會實現

那就太好了

而我

也不會

一直在期待

在等待了

當你問我

如果

我真的很想告訴你

那如果會實現

真的實現

我一定是

這世界最幸福的人了

可惜

那如果

永遠不會實現

而我

也不會

變成這世界最幸福的人

當你主動找我的時候

我真的還蠻嚇一跳的

不知道爲什麽

都過了那麼久

以為都放下了嘛

原來

潛意識的

還是放著

呵呵

原來

我也是個傻妞呀

傻妞呀

別想啦

你們不會有可能的了

他永遠不會知道

你這傻妞一直在扮演者可憐的角色

永遠都不會知道

而你

只能默默地

看著他

想著他

關心他

支持他

與

喜歡他

至少

現在的關係

不會讓你們的感情變質

至少......

如果

不可能

會實現的

无题

恋不恋爱

都不想了

就

顺其自然

让我

一个人

也好

让我一个人

也

很好

: )

big big different?!

see what i found

i found that i can be handsome and be beauty leh

hahaa

ok la

i knew i'm being SS now

i posted this picture to fb and now i'm waiting to see the result how

haha

guys!

which of me u will like?

honestly

actually i love my short hair

but

i'm now still keeping my hair long

so don't worry

i will stay feminine diii~

❤

being single?

being single?

this quite true

but sometimes you will feel envy

but when u found out that 

being single still can be survive 

so?

don't think too much 

and

just wait for the right one come to you

what wanna say that

being single i'm still feel happy

:)

undang undang undang test!!!

hey!!! hahaaa...happy to me huh? yeee.... i knew i knew.. XD
ok, today i went to do my undang test ady~ arrgghhh~~~ so bad that i didn't take the photo if not i'll take a prove to y'all..hahaa..
well, this whole half day, uncle really busy to take us 游车河 lor =.= no la... actually uncle busy to do his arrangements la...take the calon to do undang la do driving lesson la..haiz...pity uncle...wait for uncle arounf more than half hour then to the do undang place already around 12pm like that..see, wait for uncle in front of his office was 8 30am then uncle came around 9 to gombak then pusing pusing to setapak... reach the place ALREADY 12PM MANN~~ half day wasted dy =.= some more very tired wor... T^T (可怜滴我~)
slept around 1am and woke up 7am.. very tired but when sitting infront of the computer, u will just remember nervous and concentration.. well, that's who i am XD but luckily, the nervousness didn't make me did lot of mistake..huhuuu...(slept late also never mind la..XD)

hah! now i wanna announce my result la... it is.......(drum beat....*) ta! ta! is 47/ 50 ~ geng lehh~~~ lai lai!! give me a clap please..hahaaa...i just go in 10 minutes then come out get this result..whoever said me what, i wanna say that.. I'M PROUD OF MYSELF!! hahaa..no need feel fish dy..kekekee..

so..... UNDANG I BIT YOU~ YOU'RE LOSSEEERR!!! ARRGGHH~ hahahaaaa...XDDD (crazy dy =.=''')

^w^ ♥

result

ok...sorry for waiting so long for my good news ==
well, actually quite not a good news..but at least is satisfied :)
before i announce my result, let me say something...
i wanna say thank you to my parent and my gor gors and ah jie , thanks for supporting me from the beginning till when i going to take my result in school...

then i wanna thanks to my god... thanks that HE blessed me to do good while exam and let me get a satisfied result.

then i wanna thanks to my friends and my ji muiiss.. thanks that give me support though y'all living far from me,though some of them stay in overseas but y'all supporting spirit always in my heart and i always feel it..

i wanna thank you to my form six buddies : i love y'all coz in the one and a half years, y'all already accompanied me to do lots of amazing and funny things..our form six life memories i'll remember forever..N sorry that if i'd said something or did something to hurt y'all..so sorry and thank you :)

lastly, i wanna thanks to my form 6 school teachers and principle : very thank you that our form six teachers tahan us for one and a half years for teaching us :) feel sorry to my teachers if i hadn't done your works.. and thank you for the prayers that make us success to answer the papers while exam....

to principle: "thank you" that for the bebel-ing while we having a super nervous feeling during waiting for the result (d*mn you!) though not that like you but at least u're feel proud of us..and yes, we did too :)

so, now's the time i'm gonna show my result to public ... i'm proud to say : though not the best but i'm satisfied of it!!!!

i got 2.84 for my overall cgpa

and

UNI! I‘M COMING!!!!

❤

i'm moody now

:(
i'm moody because of the STUP*D undang book!!
there got some answers are wrong!!! damn~ what i should believe now?!!!
tomorrow is going to take the test dy...then now i'm feeling so so so SO SOOO BAADDD!!!
like wanna bite people...who willing to let me bite? =.=

back to old mood

hey...i changed my bloggie back to new design luu... my old mood XD
boring with blogskin and, it so complicated =.= (headache*)
so?? back to my simple and nice bloggie.. happy~ hahaaa...  ~\(≧▽≦)/~

sorry that i'd so long din back to blogger..feel lazy dy..hahaa..
well, recently, i'm busying with my driving lessons.. hah! yea~with no mistake,is Driving Lesson~ ;p
i'm fighting with the undang still  ╮(╯_╰)╭
and and....so fast, this Wednesday the stpm for 2011result release..
what mood? tension! tension and TENSION!!!!  (+﹏+)~ （pengsan*）
gosh~  i'm so nervous with that..... it makes me can't sleep very well these few days...
my parents ask me to be calm and relax, but then i can't...coz if i can't make it that's mean i'll make my parent and my sister disappointed....


please, just let me get a good result~  i beg...........

okay...next blog should be my result news..... =='''