i cried, but i think no one knows
my elder bro called me ask me do not feel too sad and cry
but i failed. even now my fingers are on the keyboard my eyes are full of tears.
i can't cry out.. i try hard to tahan..
this morning was my cousin brother the last moment in this reality world and he flew to heaven to meet the god ady. i shocked when my cousin sister called me, at that time i was no feeling..but i think is i'm too sad so can't really know whether i'm still in dream or reality.
i can't do anything for him, coz i'm so far from him now..
just can do is, pray for him in heart from here.
and rest in peace brother.